Sunday, December 30, 2007

Camp'07

woo~
camp rocks! xD

This camp juz rocks, but its overly tiring!

Best camp activity: Campfire
Best campfire performance: Group 2--Turkish drills & dance~
Best Group: Group 2, Turkish
Facil: Yang Jing, Shirin

Day 1
Attendance was shit. The manpower is just too.. unacceptable, utter disappointment. especially by the attendance of the current sec2'07/sec3'08. yea.
did the checking in,was a simple one. and some introductory. and ice breakers!
ice breakers--curly,larry,mole/blanket/double whacko.
curly larry & mole.. hahas, i m the facil for grp 1!! and i play wif them dodgeball! dodgeball instead of curly larry n mole! lols.. and all onli know how to aim me.. grr. hahas.. blanket game, rather boring and double whacko there wasn't enuff time. and then it was obstacle challenge! .. obstacle? nah.. juz some simple race.. balloons popping, turn over a new leaf, flour, and water balloon! hahas.. flour.. grr.. everyone takes e flour and pour on each other.. yea.. n im the worst victim. it all started wif zhengbao! grr.. i became an old man + santa claus! total white hair + white face + dark blue shirt into half white shirt + slightly white trackpants + white pouch.., wth lols.. totally white kay! and then plus water balloon.. they burst on me! grr.. flour + water = gg!
then i went to have my rev, but 50% of the time was failure.. yea. then lunch.. catered! shiok.. nice..
after lunch was promo.. this sucks.. juz sucks man.. haish.. y sucks? sucks bcoz during the woc, we have to march wif turung position.. elbow joint v pain.. and rusok tat time, fingers pain.. bcoz of the new way of holding. yea..after woc, my hand de muscle cannot move, almost cramp also..
then come moi.. sucksucksucks.. okie.. moi.. wadeva.. muz teach the cadets. yea.. i dnt mind one lorh.. but rite, we in uniform, by rigth we shldn't b joking arnd too much.. yea, but then one of the cateria is to joke? wtf.. isn't it contradicting itself.. stupid.. yea.. then after tat almsot dead le.. tired + badly done.. yea.. then comes some games..some stupid games.. paly palyplay.. boring lorh.. dinner catered also.. yea, then animal call, then solo walk!! yea!
*tired.. cont' in nxt post*

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry Christmas everyone! =)
&
of course happy new year too!

hehes, christmas eve.. wow.. elton juz suck
met at 11.30 at rc, after tat went to eat lunchie.. then went causeway pnt kia kia... lols.
then walked arnd, and ffs, gg out shopping wif elton n jiahua juz sucks. they doesn't shop, they juz went to play wadeva they can lorh.. its like fuckingi rrtating. i was there trying to buy, then they are there palying, and i also dnt wanna make them wait, so no choice but to juz browse through.. chao sian lorh.. call zhabor go out wif me, all say not free ><.. haish..
after tat, onli bought smth for my www. b'day cum xmas gift.
then went to orchard, bcoz jiahua wants to invest a great amnt of money into someone... yea.. thenwe go there shop shop.. no.. i shld say walk.. juz spend our time walking and window-shopping at a super fast pace..
okay.. aftertat arnd 5+ le.. take mrt bak to j8.. buy my own stuffs.. juz spent half of my afternoon doing nth except walking.. yea.
did my own shopping for 15mins, coz they were like meeting at st georges at 6.30, plus im gg home to change n bathe..
yea.. then c which one nice jiu take. hahas.. snow globe.. at cwp i alreadi saw le.. but i tot can still go arnd look look, but in the end still bought it at j8.. hahas..
went hme, then i was frigging late.. 6.15 n i juz came out of my bathe room. yea.. n my mum asked me to take taxi..
yea.a. 6.30 ya.. gd.. i will make it in time.. v gd..
n i made it.. 6.34!.. but its okay
that ccb think its v funny, say wat give me some private time.. chao ni ma.. waste my fuking $10 becoz i dnt wanna b late, and he juz give me tat fucking excuse, and wadsmore, he was still at hme when i reached, and his travel time will take arnd 30-40mins?? gosh.. could have save my $9.50. im not working ffs, its my parents' $$$.. if its tat funny.. then so b it.
chao pissed.. n they arrived at 7.20 like tat.. then go vivo.. meet benson,gilbert n lishi~. n to other guys..
ate kfc, and walk from vivo to orchard.. set off at arnd 10.20, reach at abt 11.50.. tyco for the 'coiuntdown'..
yea.. walked arnd, pl spray spray, then try to siam from them.. but at least the atmosphere is there.. hahas.. gdgd le..
then arnd 1+ we walk bak to tpy, reach arnd 3.30, rot at mac till 5+, then i went to lishi hse play one game of dota..
and he slept beside me.. lols.. =x.. so kawaii. reached hme at abt 8am, slept till 11am. woke up n play comp~. tired..
after tat.. at 5pm i slept till 7pm.. too tired.. ><.. play too much.. yea..
then camp coming.. haish.. too sian liaos.. soimehow dnt feel like gg for camp.. i guess it will b so dam successful.. lols...
and i realli pity my grandma.. haish.. (gawsh, so random.. but it was a sudden thought.. =( )

Saturday, December 15, 2007

im bored, im dead bored.
soo boring.. sian, life's gonna b tough for the nxt few weeks!..
haish.. nxt week, monday - friday all not free. .woots..!
plus my hw haven done.. wahahas.. left tys~~.. tys! zz. bored.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Thanks. =D



thanks to those who spent their time in buying those stuffs for the chalet.. i appreciate ur time n money invested.arigato

hehes, chalet? still okie bah
it was a 2d1n. hmm, y not 3d2n? tsk, but 3d2n nth to do.. still i prefer 3d2n. or rather 10d9n (china~)

hhahas. the chalet, bo da ji zo, realli cannot tink of anithing to do..
reach there at 4+? i think.. hahas.. then nasrul, jag, n vinoth arrive. the arrival of the 'black shadow clan' (hei she hui).. jk~
then me n nas was discussing abt asking most of them to rent a bike, but then they juz didn't wnat to-.-. gaooo!
(gaoooo = grrr in a cute way)
No choice, nas n me rented a suspension each. $20!. coz they said mountain bikes were all booked. wth -.- then around 7 plus we passed by, and we saw there are tons of them parking in the shop.. waste of $5
we had bbq at around 5+! n wtf, our fire started at 6+!!.. woots~ and we asked some other adults to help us. cool eh.. y? coz our charcoal sucks.. it wnt get heated neither does it burnt. while the charcoa we borrowed lighted juz as it touches fire. we were liek woah, our charcoal were cheapskate yet expensive!
then bbq! ms chang boguth 1kg or chicken, 1/2kg of prawns, stingrays, corns, potatoes, marshmallow and 'coldogs' w 'crap' meats. (they prepared it themselves, and their own $$$ too.. v touched n honoured)
annd wooo.. brandon rocks. he is the entertainer for that bbq!! he became wadeva Magician Chan!! cards!. and everyone got obssessed wif it for that nite... err.. which means left a few to bbq, while they get the food n eat! and play! (tsk.. they rather starve then to cook themselves.. but of coz they did cooked for themselves ^^... only a few sticks nia tho) but then if he hadn't entertain, it wld b real bored.. =x. tsk
ened around 10+, then sian ji pua. brandon n yang jing asked me to go paly arcade wif them, but then c the floor and the surrouding so dirty. so reject lorh, then the others also lazy to go wif them, so they ended up in the chalet too..~ hahas. gomen nasai!
then yj that smartass.. he read my mind. right after everyone said no, he helped me wif the clearing of stuffs... man.. he rocks..
after clearing, i was abt to agree to go arcade wif them de, but suddenly they changed their mind le~coz its abt 11.. then rot in the chalet. play cards.! and poor yj, i pangseh him =(.. we play mahjong cards, but he doesn't know how to.. oh man, then he's alone.. gomen nasai!! and he was bak wif brandon's psp in his hands. hahas..
we palyed til abt 12+, and time for supper! macdonalds.. wtf, yj,bra n my lunch was mac! and supper was mac again.. omgosh.. zz. grr. we ate. and went to check the arcade. it was closed~ woots.. there was yj,bra, junyong n me... so we gossiped and walked bak.
it was around 1+ when we got back. i saw dar playing cards~.. so i joined them. the bike was gone atm, or rather i didn't ride the bike till midnight. hahas..
we palyed cheat, and we almost slept, coz it was too boring n long. then nas came bak. i think.. then i asked him to ride wif me! (oh ya.. i rmb riding wif yangjing.. but i forgot wat time was tat).
then we toked crap while we rode. from one end to the other. then back to chalet.
i cont'd wif the card game. till 3+
i asked nasrul to ride wif me again!lols. we rode to white sand. i went seven eleven n bought my 100plus + sweet. we rode back. and i cont'd wif one game of cards! lols.. pathetic..
then liyi n gladys asked me n nasrul whether we wld like to go to the playground, opposite of white sands. since theres nth to do, we went. n we walked while they ride.. (girls are big bad bullies!!! Gaoo.. !!)
we walked to the first traffic light, and i remebered i forgot to bring my 100plus out! since im so thirsty, i took over the bike, and went bak wif gladys to get her.. milo..
we reached, n i looked for her milo? wat milo? nth wors.. then dar said i look so anxious like smth happened like tat.~. hahas, i also dnt know y, but i searhed high n low lol.. then they luffed at me =(, while i was abt to leave the chalet, that bra pester to go along iwf me, then yj appeared and bra asked him to follow. but we got 2 bikes onli.. zz but anw we went to the playground..
and dam it.. ppl say i no 'an quan gan'.. wah seh.. so saddening sia! hahas.. no lah, its actually i bu hao yi shi.. ltr i kena whack!. i haven buy bao xian yet!.. hahas..
play the see-saw.. and the girls bully me!!!!!! lucky got my DEAR nasrul there to help me! heh heh..
then yangjing lian kung fu in the playground. got the stand thingy. then he turn turn turn, like those lion dance stepping on those long poles w foot support.. hahas..
went bak, n was abt 4+. card games !! weee. cont'd. i forgot wat we palyed.. but i rmbered they were playing cheat when we reached the chalet. they were pairing, andi joined.. the paly 2 person can tag team, which means one person pout fake, then the other faswter cover up wihout letting the person to tab n shout cheat..so me n dar play.. as u know. me n dar sucks.. so i placed my whole deck of cards in the middle, and dar cover for me.. and we won!.. yea~.. hahas.. tats cheating.. bad bad.. lols.
then we played the police n detective.. wah sian.. play until want slp.. then after that me n dar dar go ride bike!. around 5+ .. shld b.. we went to the red house, passed by, and go further down the road.. passed the think black forest and the condominiums.. eeriee~ n dar dar said he likes the nature sounds when we were u-turning at the end of the road. we saw the morning dews on the plants by the side. dar tried tking a picutre, but failure! noob1. haas.. pitch black on his phone!. then we went bak red house, dar took picture again!.. PITCH BLACK!! NOOB.. HAHAS! then we went down the other road.. btw.. i was a T-junction. we cont'd down till a turn.. dar said this place is so peaceful, but then too scary to go home alone at nite. hahas.. then we stopped at the turn-road wif a convex mirror for drivers. he stopped, and enjoyed the nature. he wanted to venture forward, but i said no. then we rested for like 5mins. while he listened to the nature.. and guessed wat.. after 4mins, i was like urging him to go bak.. gomen nasai. not tat i wanted to go bak.. but its that.. i heard footsteps behind me on the bike, and its coming nearer n nearer.. i can hear the road tars or rather those granite on the road rolling towards my back.. and i looked into the mirror there was nth. gee.. i know u wnated to enjoy more..
we went back. and dar was urgent! so he used the toilet. and gladys wanted to ride wif me.. then i asked dar to come along. hh heard and went along.. he fetched gladys, while i tried to fetch dar, we failed, n vice versa!.. oh man.. guys realli can't fetch eeach other~. hahas..then i rode first, dar ran.. he said he wnated to have our romantic time at the beach.. so we went.. n damit. the sun alreadi rose~. hahas! i wrote 'DAR SUCKS'' V!~
(V = *twist*, the shape of the twist..)
then the2 couples went on the bike from one end to the other. wtf, leaving me n dar's romantic time alone.. gay-ing on the beach.. we walked bak from the beach to the bicycle track, and guess wat.. for fuck sake, there was a pool of mud infront of us and we didn;'t know, we stepped into it!.. ahhh. my shoe.. while his sandals=hh sandals, so he didn't care.. lols. went ot the toielt and washed, while the 2 went passed us having their own swt time!.. aww..our romantic time has became the muddy time!.. =(

Thursday, November 01, 2007

its the thought that ppl give prezzie
its the mindset that ppl appreciate
its ur heart that tells you how you feel
its ur brain that tells your interpretation
bullshit?

why ppl cry uh? sad? angry? happy?
why do ppl differ uh?
why aren't ppl perfect?

that's bcoz your a human. everyone's a human.
we have feelings for fuk sake. we do cry, we do get angry, we do get happy, we do get hurt easily.

yea.. im sori for the past few days to some ppl, realli got a bad mood bcoz of the worrying for olvls.. then i abit siao.. yep..
anw.. do i have communication problems??? do i do i?

yes i do. i knew it since i was p6. when i was younger, my communication was minimal. bcoz i dnt tok. in class, onli during reccess. y? guai mah.. tats y i have communication prob till now lah. can't help it wat. the most i change lorh, but where got so ez sia. dog also cannot cahnge its diet tat easily, .
and one more one more.. do parents realli know as very very very well?????
nah, i dnt tink so. they nag, they scold but for our sake. but do they actually know wat are they scolding? scolding and nagging doesn't make a difference, and it does not realli hurts. but wat hurts is toking in a calm town, and being sarcastic, and hurting you with simple words. for example, 'some screws dropped from ur brain?'
of coz, when said by frenz its nothing, ans them will be ez.. "so, you care?".. but for parents to say that to their child, how wld they feel. Alot of child felt that their parents do not concern them, bcoz of their simple words with actually no intention, but juz got interprete wrongly.
but anw, sadness is just some yin sensation rising into ur heart, making it chill and shivers, before transmitting to ur brain.. oh man. tat sucks.

hahas.. bullshit post anw.. my long-lost dew found on my keyboard, infront of me.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

PSLs

TO: All PSLs reading this

PSL-- Peer Support Leaders

what is the role of psl? its pretty obvious tat u're a peer of the class u gg to take, and to support their emotions, school life, and of coz solve their problems. IF you can't even have that kind of mind-set in you, how do u expect that you can even support those innocence sec 1s
Your heart, your mind, is magnificent. sometimes u cannot even control your emotions, but u can control the emotions gg into ur mind and heart. which means, do open ur heart, and allow good things to flow in, and nvr flow out, but allow bad things to flow in AND flow OUT.

We as humans, muz being open-hearted. We must let go of our hatreds, our anger, to achieve a happy life. Don't you tink they are just tons of weights uppon ur shoulder, they juz makes you feel gloomy and affects your everyday actions,thinkings,mindset, and esp those arnd u! why not, let those mishaps, saddening stuffs, hatreds leave, and look upon the other side of life, and think how you shld make use of it. ya?

Actually, lfie sucks, but it depends on how u c i. for me, life sucks of coz, but i do c in an optimistic way. ohwell, im actually contradicting wif myself...-.-..i c everything as a thing for me to feel upon. be it sad or happy. If you dnt get such a 'feeling' experience, hten u will nvr learn from it, and nvr improve ur own emotions, and how to control ur emotions.although, i myself is very impulsive, but before i even shout or do smth, i always think through my mind, why and what n how does this situation actually angered me. But there's one thing for sure, tat im easily influence by others talking. If someone is to say smth bad about another person, it will definitely give me a bad impression on him/her, only until i get to know him/her. This obviously causes misunderstandings too.

Anw, comnig to the PSL course on 11 & 12 oct. I did did a v saddening thing, bcoz i actually let my fury overtook me w/o actually knowing the truth. yes, im v sorry abt that. But i actually dnt understand myself tho.. how? v simple. during the lunch, i sat wif my grp, and i didn't saw ken. i know smth was wrong. i ate, and after 15mins, he came and sat beside me. i asked, "where have you been?"
he replied,"hall lorh.."
and i didn't asked animore questions, i smiled and carried on eating my lunch. i seriously, and honestly doesn't know that he had skipped his lunch, i tot he went to sit wif hsi friends and i closed one eye. then i tot it was okay. Until, i gather wif my PSTs, then they told me that a few ppl didn't attend lunch. they asked me to ASK. as u know, skipping lunch is not an offence, but not attending is a serious one. obviously, the ASK became a DEMAND. and demand=shout of coz, can't help it. and actually before that, i said.."aiyah, nvm one lah", tat sentence was done before they asked me to ASK. which means, some misunderstandings took place. so of coz, frankly, i hestitated from shouting, bcoz im not the one who spot the 'unattending' psls, and the 'missing' of psls as well. they asked me to ASK bcoz they said i got a loud voice. no choice i guess, then i ask lorh.. so therefore, this situation has actually got NOTHING to do wif me, until they asked me to ASK.. i do hope this does resolve the misunderstanding between we PSTs and PSLs who were scolded. and for fuck sake, i knew nth of it actually. =x.

yea.. kinda bullshit post tho.. realli lah, bullshit is actually quite gd tho. bullshit turn into cowshit then can recycle and go under treatment become newater! woots

Friday, October 12, 2007

hahaas. yea! 4 periods of comp lab lesson!.. free time !! =DD
hahas, had psl 2 day 'camp' ytd, and the day before.
woots, its v fun to actually guide those sec 2s, even tho i must say that im only one yr older, but they looks realli innocent =D.
the first day was short of the getting-to-know-each-other day lah.. ice breakers all those sian sian one. actually before that, we were choosing our grps. or rather 'picking' in a lottery manner. at first i chose grp 4, then i tot nah, it mite b boring. so i have ani try, and again its grp 4!. omg, i think tats my fate uh. lols!, no choice but to take of coz.. hahahas
so..
Group 4: Wei Siang

1) May (june and july too!)
2) Prisciellia
3) Nicole (highway)
4) Melissa (Cat!)
5) Anna
6) Jaslyn
7) Ken (Mr can food)
8) James (007)
9)Ho wei fong (didn't come the 2nd day, and she doesn't have any expressions.. tsk=x )

yep. tats all. 2 guys, and 7 girls.. i think there isn't ani otheer grp wif so mani girls.. tsk ..
The first day was pretty bored. But we realli have fun tho! esp the 'stepping game'. the pair have to lift both thier right legs and try to knock off other pairs.
yea.. pretty lame, my lessons gg to end. cont nxt time

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Exams

Exams are coming. oh man, ****,***
hahas, nah exams are fun.
Singapore is a country where it is democratic and equality. i guess tat also implies tat 'forcing someone' is considered 'illegal' rite? yea..
i agree, but guess wat, we are all stupid ppl and we have no guts to stand for wat we think. Exams, aren't they juz forcing us to revise things tat we have learnt? Isn't it juz another way of indirect forcing? yea.. we have no guts.
Only those who ahve dropped out of school are the one wif guts. y? some, may juz b hiding somewhere in the dark streets enlightening himself wif greater knowledge. but of coz some....ya..u know.hahas.. These people are actually the one who are 'smart' in a way. (of course, most of the are actually the dumbest.. opps=x, no offense).
Exams, they are juz some pieces of paper trying to dig out everything u have in mind. why? juz to brighten ur future. But why our future is like this? tats bcoz we the humans who are so selfish that we wanna have all the priveleges to ourselves that we can even harm the Earth and living animals who our own sake! Ytd i have geog lessons, my teacher who loves geography and the Earth so much that she has been saying why we selfish humans are doing such tings to earth, chopping down the trees,clearing forests for our comfort. Yeah, u may think she's juz saying crap and not doing it herself. But it is everyone's responsible to at least think abt it, think abt what we do everyday tat affects the environment and our daily lives. Do we like to live in an uncomfortable space where cockroaches crawl all over ur bodies, ants biting u. Obviously no! but what abt other animals that we have done this to them.. (opps=x, it seems im venting on the blog, even tho im not angry.. tsk)
yea.. i juz think humans are juz so selfish, how i wish to change the Earth, but what can 1 person do? so i juz live on wif it.
man.. this is wat ppl usually thinks, but of course i think this way too. bcoz im juz tiny lil person who can't do anithing big. i juz wish those ppl who have the rights actually have some common sense in them and do the right things @_@
humans, are juz another animal. we shouldn't b so selfish, instead we muz share our comfort wif other animals. Therefore, do not harm the other animals =DDD

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

lols~
nah, feeling v bored nowadays. i got no mood to mug at all.. hahas, lazy bah
then my memory also lan diao alreadi. all my formulas all forgotthen.. hahas also no mood to write anithing
sian lah, hw piling liaos, c how first bah~, wait till exams finish @_@
(piling=accumulating after several days=nvr do finish hw[coz dateline not due yet=)] )
hahaas..

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Appreciation

Appreciation.
This feeling, is actually what we human always abuse it, and regret we didn't realli use our chance to enjoy it fully, or make use of it fully.
There have been times, where i regret why haven't i enjoy that moment as much as possible
There have been times, where i missed the v day where i enjoyed myself v much
There have been times, where i wished to go back to time and change the past
There have been times, where i hoped things could have been done correctly
There have been times, where i'm grateful to what i have been given
There have been times, where i did not feel thankful for what i have

There are what appreciation comes about. There may be good, here may be bad. But usually ppl use it or felt it in the 'negative' ways. Regret, missed, wished, hoped, these are the few examples what ppl felt when they enjoyed themselves v much during this moment and wished to enter the time machine, and also these are times where they felt they could have done to change their life now.
I felt this way alot of times. For example, going for OBS, i really missed the time we spent as a group over there, singing the songs, doing the work tgt, sweating tgt, encouraging each other, slping tgt, bathing tgt, toknig to one another as well!
And also i regretted and wished to amend my doings back then 1 yr ago. But then, i didn't realli felt too regretful either. Bcoz, i felt tat i did the right thing in telling the truth, its no point if one keeps a secret from each other when you felt that he/she is trustable.
I also experienced ppl who doesn't know how to appreciate the things given to them. for example, ytd, my friend actually spent $3.60 on 2 1.5l bottle for everyone to drink--about 59 ppl. U may think its not enuff, but, most of them didn't want to drink, nvm.. but they actually played wif the drink. how? pouring away the water, wasting resource is one thing, but another, he/she doesn't knows how to appreciate one's thought. ppl have been saying, 'its the thoughts tat counts', yea, but when we were given that, we did not c it that directly tho. Whereas in other occasions, when you felt he/she deserved to give at laest the 'thoughts' to you, onli then u realised it. its juz tat, human doesn't know when to appreciate, or how to appreciate things given to them, until they learnt a lesson.
how? looking at those ppl in india, africa, (no offense), they are v poor, they cannot even afford ani food n drink, and yet we are wasting here. Its indeed irritating to hear everyone saying this. but its the truth, we can't hide away from it! I realli wished that everyone appreciates what is given to them, and what they have now. I may not be a perfect 'appreciating' person, but at least i know how to appreciate others, the things i have, whateva im doing or living now.
Appreciation, is one of the most scariest weapons, it may spark off a fire too...

But appreciation, u cannot leave without it. Once without it, you are all alone and bored. y? no appreciation-->disrespects to others-->others keep a distance from you-->lonely-->bored-->no life-->might as well die!
Its juz chain, everything we have in life, are all inter-chains. Even we have to live without luxuries, i still thinks tat appreciation still occurs, and a need to be present in this world of ours.
Thus, i really hope whoever/passerbys to realli appreciate ALL the things u have now, especially your family, your friends, your desk, your toilets, and even toilet paper! realli realli juz spend a couple of minutes, think of it, think what you have done, there is still time to correct or amend it if u have the determination. believe me, n believe in yourself, you can do it!

Friday, September 14, 2007

oh man, i have forgotten wat topic i wanna wrote on.. argh. im juz being stm-ed this few days.
stm--short-termed memory
this week was an unlucky week for me. Tuesday i forgot to bring 3 textbooks to sch, thurs, i forgot bring hw to sch, and wadeva i had in mind juz disappear in every subsequent event during these days, and todae, forget to bring hw again! and almost forgot to pass down a reminder to my friends.. zz
stm, ppl usually relates it to someone who is overly stressed, thus forgetting things. (Thats my opinion..)
but the irony is, im not even stress at all. perhaps im juz thinking abt my exams, and i haven started revising yet.. (opps =x)
stm, is also known for ppl wif over-piling things to do, 'big boss'. Afterall, i have been v stress before, but not to an extend tat i felt im a failure? yes, ppl was joking arnd me pulling my hair off my head when im stress. I dnt know, i juz felt my head itchy when im thinking v hard. And the cause of the joking incident was an accidental pull of my hair, tat a handful was 'plucked' out.
you know, ppl have been saying tat when u r stress, ur hair will drop or turn white. I then visualise the process, stress juice secrets from ur brain. diffuse thru ur skull, then moves up ur hair from the root hair. then slowly destroy ur hair colour pigments, decolourising them, turning them to white. and the it corrodes the roots of the hair, allowing it to b plucked off easily or fall off eventually. hahas..(yeah.. im bored..)
oh man.. im v bored.. sighs..
perhaps boredom --> stm..!!
hahs, so true.. =D

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

friends

friends?
some are fucking bullshit, but some are juz too good and close to you.
as i know, none of my friends will be reading this blog, so, im free to say wadeva i want.
i dnt know how to start it, but i have a gd frenz, from sec 1 till now. his attitude, character was much much more acceptable than now. thats because, all his actions, and his foul mouth are juz a piece of shit now for wat i can say.
he, was a guy who WAS respected by me during my past 2 years, his attitude was of average, but juz tat a lil too dependant on ppl. he always wants others to accompany him, but he doesn't likes to accompany others in return.. wat a selfish guy..but every person has their flaws, so i closed an eye. he was a person full of humour, but nvr use the jokes to criticize others.

for now i juz couldn't think of animore gd points of him, coz now he sucks..
in this sec 3 life, he turned into an inhorrigible bastard. he doesn't care abt others, he onli care abt himself--his joy, his freedom, his time, his wadeva sht.. he shows no respect to others, neither to his friends, and i guess not to himself either. he is no difference from a speaking and disrespectful devil. oh well, devil is much better than him.. at least devil has 2 horns which made it looks much more handsome.. He too shed his responsibility, and depends on others to do it for him.. a boss? bullshit, juz a tiny lil ant who is easily crushed to death. he onli dare other ppl to do things, but he himself, doesn't have the guts, to do wadeva he was told to.
enuff of bullshtting, coming to the real point, he possessed such bad attitude n charac, and now he is beginning to irritates me more n more. i asked him to do smth, he fucking give me bak nth. and he thinks tat the problems lies wif others and not him, and he started hating others before we even hate him. i dnt know what the hell is he thinking abt, he is juz so inhuman? pushing the blame bak to us, when he himself dnt give a fucking care.. and worse still, he is complaining ALOT.. haish, my tolerance has juz met its limit, one day.. juz one day.. i will.....

nvm, i know i shldn't be venting my anger on my post, which reflects badly on me =D, but who cares, no one's reading this blog ^^
oh yea.. i juz felt a slight tremor juz now, earthquake? lols.. alot muz have felt it,..

now, coming to gd frenz, those that are golden to u..
I had 2 frenz in pri sch since pri 1.. till now, i can rmb how we passed our pri sch life, our boring life.. hahas.. but the time we spent tgt, gave me a special memory, special to me.. only. only ur gd frenz will give you such 'special' things in life. and is ONLY dedicated to you, and kept by you.. gd frenz, i doesn't need to go into details, coz i bet everyone has his/her gd frenz.. if you doesn't have, then, observe your surroudings, accept more ppl, and smile more
(Don't b like me, 'an xiao', 'am chiuo', luff secretly, is wat ppl always says abt me)
hahas, have an everlasting smile, but then i juz couldn't do tat though.. =( zz

yes, and the 3 party shall be the BGR or you life partner. they are still your frenz, no matter wat u think, until u ehem... yea.. marry but not divorce..
(i have no exp on tat, so isn't a need for me to say abt this =D. see, im such a gd boy...)

Friends, do look out for them, and don't miss out your chance.
Friends, do correct their mistakes if they are wrong, and give them chances.
Friends, ensure that you are mixed with those who you are able to communicate well with, it doesn't apply to bad companies (because bad companies do have their good points too).
Friends, are the most important life-form on Earth for you.
Friends, you need them the most.
Friends, be a friend of others, and do keep them as close to you as possible.
Friends, do not miss them out.
&
Friends, is your life..

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T V W X Y Z

woots, i failed my abc!! my friend and i were toking abt some questions during lesson time,,, (opps =x), and this was what i found most interesting. It looks pretty normal, nth wrong, but its v obvious. I think this question shld b v common, but then, maybe im juz a frog in the well to know it now? hahas..
my friends got alot of questions under their sleeves also, but i got none? unless u want those lame lame lame, until u can shiver and no one understands it. =D..
and one of my pervertic friend cr8ed this..

b l o C u s e

its cool, hahas. want the ans, nah, i wnt post..
and one last one which i remembered...

A
C b
T e
O s
R t

and guess what is this? Best _______ Actor.. hahas..
I guess friends make our lives fruitful and enjoyable, pay close to ur surrounding friends, they the roots of ur life, do not lose them... no matter what..

Monday, September 10, 2007

bored again? yea.. maybe..
its pretty cool to blog and talk to myself.. esp when no one is reading =D
i can say wadeva i want, and no one cares.. hehes, unless 'passer-bys'...
yea, lately the trend of slashing oneself has gone. woots, even though there may still be ppl doing so, but it isn't as popular as it was awhile ago.
rumours being spread around saying who n who is acting emo, slashing his/her own wrist, and being a bold donator..
Are ppl getting crazy? or what i said tat life sucks.. nah.. life doesn't suck, is thsoe who doesn't know how to look upon life sucks. Life, is for that particular person, with tat particular mind to live. I have been wondering, why m i given this mind, this body.. i tried imaginating being in other ppl's view, or rather try to be that person, possessing that person's brain and look at the world.. Its pretty hard unless u know that person v well..
it may be childish, but i found it v amazing that when u stand in others' view, u look upon urself as another person. You are not who you are, but yet you are looking at who you are. I also tried thinking in others' persperctive points of view during the 'possession'. ppl may think tat im a withch? ghost? or wadeva spirit possesser, but it realli is cool. you can attain knowledge you doesn't know, but the again, do not do it too often as youth's visual imagination may leads to harmful effects as well =D for example..you know i know ya... hahas
besides 'possessing' ur frenz, u may try being an adult.. working lives, and exhaustion from work, housework... man, sometimes u find ur life rather relaxing. Of course, the life we knew now, will never be, what we call 'relaxing'..
but so? at least i tried.. hahas. trying has no harm, unless u overdo it =D
let me guss, 'putting yourself in other ppl's shoe', this phrase may juz arouse from our 'possession'.
so sometimes, do try to 'put yourself in other ppl's shoe', or in a weird way, 'possession'.. hahas..

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Elton!

hmm? what should i say..
6months has past uh, but frankly im not into blogging..but duh.. im bored.. no choice i guess?
hahahas..
but smth i have been pondering abt since elton asked me, what is my hobby?
my hobby..? computer? slp & eat?..
oh nah.. i juz realised i doesn't have one.. i suddenly felt, "uh, im such a failure.."
hobby to him is what he do when he's bored.
but to me.. it is only some things we do everyday unknowingly? i guess im wrong.. i should start finding myself one, and the thing is.. do i have anithing to put in mind? or rather even if i have, do i have the determination to carry my hobby or juz let it rot after a few weeks? now its like cca n school work.. wow.. bz life eh..
the competition in this world is getting 'worse' in a good way, but then brought us competitor so much stress uh..
ppl has been saying.. "youth is one's golden period', but guess wat? the competition is dragging us further away or rather stealing our youth away.. we couldn't realli enjoy wat was meant to be, can we?i guess tats what makes ppl think life is meaningless.. onli until they look upon their correct paths, do the things they ought to be, being positive, and not get defeated so easily.. and not get too much of responsibility?
life is short..we shld enjoy ourselves..but of coz, if we doesn't compete or takes up responsibility, how can we possibly get a taste or real life and things like those.. or rather if everyone sheds their responsibility, we wldn't be living in wat we are..
rite.. full of craps..
bak to hobby.. yea.. maybe i shld find myself one ASAP to get rid of my boredom.. everyday complaining abt being bored.. y not look at it myself, and try to solve it..i suddenly felt me myself v stupid.. perhaps too dependant???
hahas. anw. sch life sucks.. cca cca cca.. their expectations getting higher n higher.. and i dnt understand, they themselve couldn't do tat at that age, y are they expecting so much from us?even if they were to go bak into time, i dnt think they are able to do what we r doing now.. bcoz they are too immature! why? tats bcoz how can they possibly ask us to adapt to a new environment so quickly, we are not those 'adapting freaks', or not those 'smart/hardowrking ppl'.. i may not have the guts to say it directly into their face.. but tats wat im thinking..

but then again.. if i dnt have the guts.. i shldn't b complaining. haish.. so be it bah..let my youth goes by, realli 'enjoying' it.. yea... i love what the world has become...
and anw.. thanks elton! =D

Sunday, March 25, 2007

wahahaas..
very long nvr post le..
ppl also ask me to post.. tsk.. =x..

anw.. post bcoz of the camp, n for the previous mnth, nvr post coz nth n bored~~

22-24 was the sec 3 camp..
it was the most most most most most most bored camp ever~
i nvr had such a bored camp..
but of coz there are some fun part.. not totally bored mah.. hahas.. xD

anw..
first day, went to sch.. n we had our first 2 activities in sch?!.. omg??.. a camp in sch.. i feel like puking..
first aid and shelter making.. first aid..
quite fun lah.. ivan sitting beside me.. muahahaas..
using the triangle bandage, we tie each other, then we try to prevent blood flow through the hand.. so we tie very hard n pull hardd..
that ivan so bad, he want to pull at my wrist.. want me die die.. =(, but nvm.. im clever..
then i tie his head, become priate.. hahahas.. so cute. =x
then shelter making.. so bored~~,
got one guy.. IAN
fucking nb guy. think he scouts big.. act so much..
simple knots also dnt know say wat scouts so pro, bullsht =xthen hao lian here hao lian there,. alot of ppl got fucked uip wif him..

then had our lunch in sch.. pathetic chicken rice packet.. nvm lah.. atually i tot quite gd le... (at first..)

then we made our way to the campsite.. yea..
reach there, saw mayflower sec de sch.. wah.. sec 2 neh, quite alot of chio bu(s) =x..
then go live in the A-hut.
the A-hut changed alot.. so much cleaner. nicer to slp of coz~~.. hehehes
then go for our nxt 2 activities which was the knots and lashing n topography..
basically, knots i learnt le.. then the topography.. i dnt understand at all.. so i dnt give a dam.. =x
hahahas..
then camp fire preparation, the girls came out wif the songs and stuffs.. hahas..

then outdoor cooking. the most exciting and amazing cooking, but not disgusting.. juz amused by it..
13~ packets of noodles inside 2 pots.. cool leh.. first time c so much maggie cooked in one pot..
then me n junyong ewat dry ration.. take so long to cook, then we also think tat by the time everyone eat shldn't have much left.. so we eat first lorh..
then we also shre iwf our trainer KHAI~~..hehes..
then wash wash the pots n mass tin..
poor wee keat, wash the pot.. so i helped him..
he use the scrub i use leaves.. but couldn't work of coz.. hahas..

song session.. all know liaos.. so bored also..

then it was nightwalk?? the most pathetic and lame form of nightwalk.. its not even night walk.. its call the animal calls is wat they changed..
my grp was the tiger grp.. so much 'rawr'..
roar roar roar.. roar until so pathetic until i dnt want to roar.. find it so lame.. if give me a nicer one lah, like the pig.. hahas.. jkj.=Ppp

then blah. debrief, shower , slp..
bored~
slp wif jing hao and arnold(the cutie pie)
blah.. then morning wake up.. miracle neh.. no mosquito bites~~. coz i put repellent..(actually not of ani use, juz put for the fun of it..)

morning exercise.. the game call the wat 'aye.. captain.."
lame sht.. hahahas..
then breakfast.. forgot wat is it.. but looks like ht yet rather tasty lah.. hahas..
then preparation for the sarimbun challenge.. crap.. i no day pack.. so put everything in arnold's cum ivan's pack.. yea~~empty handed.. =x
(to b continued. i want go comp

Sunday, January 14, 2007

dots...
ppl ask me blog leh..
dots..
nvm..
anw, also nth to write abt lah... duh..
but ytd was cca orientation.. quite fun leh!
those sec 1s, so innocent... so cute also..

morning went to set up the cca orientation room...
chao bored, and its very plain.. -.-.. VERY..
then everyone juz helped out, some got nth to do.. like me =)), except for building the flag staff, which i almost slipped my mind abt how to tie the knots.. me noob.. = (
ya, blah...then walk arnd the sch, go hunt for sec 1s .. hehes
since i am a psl.. so quite a few of them know me lorh, then i will go kajiao them... drag them into the room.. hehes..
then we also shout alot of craps, shout until no voice.. i so noob, so fast no voice.. haish. hahas..
chasing the sec 1.. got one girl, 1e3 de, last time my class during their sec1 orientation camp..
not bad lah.. but, charac... ehem.. yup..
so me n jiahua, one behind her, one infront of her..
then we chase her, from the corridors to the room, then to the foyer, then to the canteen.. hahaas.. then the other psl which was the same class as me in the camp, also trap her, drag her to their booth..
so we snatch snatch snatch... in the end, i think she join those volleyball or stuffs de lah.. hahahas..
but quite fun lah.. hehes, then after that went to mac..
so there play onli... make a nuisance of ourselves, and saw aloit of ppl zhao geng lorh! HAHAs, BUT no chio de.. haish.. so sad!
then went home..
in the nite, someone sms me.. asking me 1 question..
i hate that..
jiahua knows tho.. =)..
when someone dnt trust u, its no pnt returning the trust to that person.. ^^..
anw, i also nth to writel.. if i got things to write, i will update myself...
DON'T FORCE ME.. I HATE THAT

Monday, January 01, 2007

hehes
update for the fun of it anw,..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
&
A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
=))
the fireworks was nice..=)
but there isn;t ani chio bu!
have lah, but nvr c onli.. hahas

so this morning went countdown..
actually did tot of gg countdown de.. it was a bbq which rena asked justin, and he ask some of us to go down..pretty boring.. actually shld b quite FUN de.. but one guy come then spoil the mood..
we tot we could have bbq alot of things, but bcoxz of the presence of THAT guy.. the group of us.. sec 2s.. go to one place of our own.. we didn't eat much n bbq much..
we were hungry.. HAHAs.. but we dnt want to c that guy's face.. so we go aweay lorh..
pathetic rite..='(
rena's couz was there also.. 16 yr old.. janice her name i think. HAhas, she reminds me of someone.. but i couldn't rmb, jiahua also have that feeling lol! then she very cham.. always left behind.. rena walk wif her bf, then the guys one grp, then me n jiahua pair.. hahas, then the guys walk infront.. then me n jiahua walk bhind lorh.. let he couz walk infront of us..
then we go step her slipper. -.-. so lame.. n bored until like tat..
then go watch fireworks.. crowded.. den there dnt have the countdown thing de.. as in the whoever emcees nvr countdown.. it juz say lets give a 1 min of silence.. wat crap
silence turn into booming.. HAHAs
boo, then before i knew its 12am.. everyone jumping arnd liaos.. not everyone lah.. the shouts from somewhere else.. hahas.. then happy new year lroh..
then tat jiahua say go shake ppl hands..
otehr ppl*..
hehes
then we go shake lorh.. c who shake who.. but hor..
we choose candidate de, those we c song song,, smile smile de we shake..those like gangster de we ignore lol!
hehes, quite fun lah..
shake ppl hands, but we nvr shake zha bor's hands... dnt dare... onli aim ang moh.. anh moh friendly mah.. HAHAs..
then after tat go city hall mrt.. wah.. crowded.. then rena parents call.. she need go home, her couz also of coz.. sad lorh..
then the guys also pang seh me n jiahua,.. HAHAs
then we 2 go east coast
WATCH 'sunrise'...
hahas, reach there, take taxi.. jiahua leg injured. in the taxi keep complaining.. hahahas.. groaning..zz
then reach there.. go 7 eleven.. buy 2 packets of potato chips, and a 1.5l bottle.. then we go to the rock cliff.. there sit..
so mani COUPLES there lorh.. kaos.. then we 2 jealous.. we 2 gay partners go there.. hahas..lame sht lorh..
then got a few drops of rain, jiahua took out his umbrella and put on the ground, creating a shelter for our heads, as we lie on the rock..
but hor, the rock cliff got cockroach! and small crabs!! omg><.. scary.. dnt dare lie flat.. but then ltr slowly slowly lie lol..
ya .. then in the end no sunrise.. dots rite.. hahas
then chao tired, but i gtg anw. so end it like this. ps =P