haahas..
todae was a v

hahahas
bleahs...
i dnt want update, but some GAL wants me to...
well its obvious in my taggie... hahas...
hmm, actually i also nth to update leh....
erm, this few days, audi-ing lorh..
no one wants to play wif me wc!.. SO SAD!!!
but anw..
ytd was MAMA's BDAE!!!
so.. HAPPY BDAE MAMA.. i no prezzie for u.. sorri
unless u wan huggies, i dnt mind... or the most u let me pinch!!
if not still got one last choice.
i dnt bully u for one week.. LOLs..
rite.. all bullsht... hm
audition ?? i gg @_@ le.. sometimes p[aly until i blurr..
especially battle party, practically is not my fault lorh, i always got 1st bsides npc, then my score is like double the 2nd.. then lose summore.. play until very qi gek...
buey ta han... then play normal games, cannot perf lorh, dots..
sometimes i tink is tyco.. keep perf, then ltr in the day cannot perf at all.. hahahas.. so funny sia... blah..
hahas, ytd also got depression+happiness..
i dnt know y, after the phone call, my mood suddenly juz changed??
supposingly was happy happy de..
then kena influenced by the opposite,hahas, but its my fault to call anw.. so oh well, zi tao ku chi.
blah, i also didn't mind lah, after tat, the opposite also became happier, zhu ren wei kuai le zhi ben mah.. summore i got stm, forget easily de.. (same goes to kiddo)...
hahhas, humans are juz so funny, they can forget smth in juz a split second, i think tat is marvellous, but some tinks tat it is a weakness. tats becoz usually i forget easily its the unhappiness, but the happiness lies deep into my memory.. so, perhaps im tat type of person?
optimistic?? nah, i tink im pessimistic too.. LOLs

hhahas..
omg..
loud shoutings from my hse..
my ears gg deaf..
mum scolding.
nagging
duh..
not at me.. i so guai..
at my maid..
wtf.. she thinks tat she has all the rights to scold her like tat..
for goodness sake. she is also a human.. i dnt think anione wld like being scolded like tat for not knowing wat did they did wrong.
i said tat bcoz my maid abit blurr blurr de.. then also dnt know wats gg on taht type, then my mum... ><.. wtf.. scold scold scold...
haish. cannot stand.. bth
my bro said her, my father said her...
me leh? i wonder did i ..i think i did once.. hahahas..
yea.. so, y r mums liek tat??? HAHAHAs.. i wonder...
y r gals like tat too..

n i also wonder..i reall irealli wonder..
y someone will think of ending their lifes, y life sux?
if such a small boulder or obstacles block their way n they gave up...wldn't it b a waste??
but sometimes, its realli realli very very touching... yea.. so..
i also have no choice?? the onli way is to stop reminding them?let them take their time to cooldown??yep..i shall try......but it realli hurts to c a frenz tat way.......

its been a long time since i post.. hahahas
yea.. exams over le.. now left post exams activities which r think r more terrible than exams..
afterall i still prefer exams over post activities.. they r lame..
cca also resuming le.. hahahas, cannot go home slp..
then ytd went out wif np de, went to buy ropes...
white?i dnt mind them getting yellowish or dirty, its just tat it will look nicer and easier to c.
yi ge liang ge all gave the decision to me, like tat i make wrong decision very cham one leh ><...
hahas, then keep calling ....., think very funny like tat. i dnt want to be lorh, let da jie da be. hehes..
yea.. then todae come school.. 'bra' (tats wat jiahua calls him), bring a plastic bags, inside so mani papers.. so i call him cher, bcoz the bag of paper was like those exams revision worksheets brought by teachers to give to their students.. wkaakak
then in class, classm8s all went crazy. no teacher then anihow run jump tok shout liaos.. bth.. cannot control them duh...
as usual.. there will be some gals to corect my PRONUNCIATIONs of 'class', which i think they heard me shouting 'glass'...
rite.. glass lah, bang lah.. smash lah.. then i die lah.. tou po xue liu go hosp kill by doc in the ambulance by needles..
todae also got bak our geog results.. very sad.. 1 mark mroe lorh.. kan sai.. 2marks will b even better tho.
ya lah. say me hao lian, i sit there diam diam.. nvr tok.. u say i hao lian.. i tok means i more hao lian liao lorh.. i let u all say lorh.. if i tok bak sure boom at me de lorh.. still say me... ALL BADIES..
hahahas.. badies still gd frenz lah.. still my DAR DAR.. n my JIA JIA LIANG TEH..
then hor... cher say hcl paper.. say tat it might affect my streaming..
woot.. is she trying to hint me smth?want say i did badly then say lorh.. dnt need hint me de.. tats even worst ><..
i will have a deeper impression n memory on that.. duh...
hahahas.. so sad lorh.. muz pray pray liaos.. hahahas~
then reach hme, read an email.. the email says blah blah...write watever names then nos. then songs.. since i was bored.. so i go try try.. hahahahas...
then my first instinct or rather the first person whom i tot was jiejie cat.. then its like wtf?.. jiejie? the continuation was tat the person is to b my lover.. ya rite..?!.. can't b one lorh...
yi jian zhong qin?? hahaas.. crapzz...
yea.. so bored..
audi cannot play.. dnt know wat they doing.. crazzy de...
want koon half liaos.. hehes...

wakakakas..
a very 'great' frenz of mine gave me a very 'great' quiz for me to do

1.single, taken or crushing?single?? hehes.. im guai kia.. summore i dnt want to lose to the bet which had gone for 2yrs?? 2 n a half?? hahas..

2.are you happy with your life now? as in now?
Why wldn't i b?? my heart did not break, im still a proper human.. n im not a cripple ><

3.when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
for goodness sake. im a boy.. but if its a she, depends on her character bah.. =)

4.have you ever had your heart broken?
How can a heart be broken?? it can onli b hurt?? =))

5.do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
I guess wat ever everyone does has their own reason....

6.would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
It will depend on whether i like that person or not.. hahas.. =))

7.have you ever talk about marriage with another before
No, I AM TOO YOUNG FOR MARRIAGE!!

8.do you want children?
Children?? yea maybe.. they are cute aren't they?

9.how many?
1-2? not too much.. need $$$. wahahas..

10.would you consider adoption?
Huh, hormones in me changed huh? i became a girl which can be pregnant and go for abortion?? or the techonology is so high that abortion is available for men??

11.if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
MSN??? SMS?? FACE TO FACE??. (nah.. i will shy shy de.. tsktsk).. hahas..

12.do you enjoy getting into relationship?
Depend on the opposite sex.. hahas..

13.be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
I have no ex.. ><.. im pure.. =))

14.do you believe in love first sight?
yes mayb.. no maybe.. so yes-no??. hahas

15.Are you romantic?
U ask me? i ask who.. i also dnt flirt wif myself..

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
Yes i believe.. but it will also have to depend on that person whether he/she is willing to change wif my help...

17. if you could be married somewhere, where would it be?
Anywhere? somewhere pretty n memorable???

18.do you easily give in when you are fighting?
It will ahve to depend.. when u have to b harsh.. u have to.. and it also depends on the opponent..
(especially joshua.. fight wif him will vomit blood one.. muz b dam dam harsh. wakakaka.. that f....)

19.do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yesh? my father my mother my brother?? my frenz? .. well.. everyone =) except a few tho.. hahas.

20.have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
Hehes.. yeah.. but who cares?? not my fault anw..

21.have you ever broken a heart?
Once again.. heart cannot b broken.. it can onli be hurt..no? yesh? i dnt know.. i dnt bother..bcoz i know how it feels.. wahahas...

22.if one day your best friend fall in love with the girl/boy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
Hahas.. pretend i dnt know?? depend on the gal?? also depend on my frenz.. hahahas.

23.are you missing someone now?
Yeah.. im missing everyone now and then.. im dirty minded.. wakaka...