hahahas.
lalals.. bored bored.. so sian..
nth to do.. audi zz.. my eyes split sia..
lalalas..
this afternoon...
someone called me.. saying that.. eh.. the thingy hor.. cancelled liaos.. dots..
effort + time.. in sewage liaos!! hahahas.. sad and happy..
dnt know y.. hahahas...
then a few days ago.. did a poem..
since i have nth to post..
i shall post the poem here ya??

'Because Of You'

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart to break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afriad

I lose my way

And it's not long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that;s weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possible break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afriad

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afriad

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

Because of you

so nice rite.. hahahas.. i dnt know who the poet.. nvr write.. yep.. got time slowly figure out its meaning.. its very very meaningful.. it will make you feel sad after reading it...