its the thought that ppl give prezzie
its the mindset that ppl appreciate
its ur heart that tells you how you feel
its ur brain that tells your interpretation
bullshit?

why ppl cry uh? sad? angry? happy?
why do ppl differ uh?
why aren't ppl perfect?

that's bcoz your a human. everyone's a human.
we have feelings for fuk sake. we do cry, we do get angry, we do get happy, we do get hurt easily.

yea.. im sori for the past few days to some ppl, realli got a bad mood bcoz of the worrying for olvls.. then i abit siao.. yep..
anw.. do i have communication problems??? do i do i?

yes i do. i knew it since i was p6. when i was younger, my communication was minimal. bcoz i dnt tok. in class, onli during reccess. y? guai mah.. tats y i have communication prob till now lah. can't help it wat. the most i change lorh, but where got so ez sia. dog also cannot cahnge its diet tat easily, .
and one more one more.. do parents realli know as very very very well?????
nah, i dnt tink so. they nag, they scold but for our sake. but do they actually know wat are they scolding? scolding and nagging doesn't make a difference, and it does not realli hurts. but wat hurts is toking in a calm town, and being sarcastic, and hurting you with simple words. for example, 'some screws dropped from ur brain?'
of coz, when said by frenz its nothing, ans them will be ez.. "so, you care?".. but for parents to say that to their child, how wld they feel. Alot of child felt that their parents do not concern them, bcoz of their simple words with actually no intention, but juz got interprete wrongly.
but anw, sadness is just some yin sensation rising into ur heart, making it chill and shivers, before transmitting to ur brain.. oh man. tat sucks.

hahas.. bullshit post anw.. my long-lost dew found on my keyboard, infront of me.

PSLs

TO: All PSLs reading this

PSL-- Peer Support Leaders

what is the role of psl? its pretty obvious tat u're a peer of the class u gg to take, and to support their emotions, school life, and of coz solve their problems. IF you can't even have that kind of mind-set in you, how do u expect that you can even support those innocence sec 1s
Your heart, your mind, is magnificent. sometimes u cannot even control your emotions, but u can control the emotions gg into ur mind and heart. which means, do open ur heart, and allow good things to flow in, and nvr flow out, but allow bad things to flow in AND flow OUT.

We as humans, muz being open-hearted. We must let go of our hatreds, our anger, to achieve a happy life. Don't you tink they are just tons of weights uppon ur shoulder, they juz makes you feel gloomy and affects your everyday actions,thinkings,mindset, and esp those arnd u! why not, let those mishaps, saddening stuffs, hatreds leave, and look upon the other side of life, and think how you shld make use of it. ya?

Actually, lfie sucks, but it depends on how u c i. for me, life sucks of coz, but i do c in an optimistic way. ohwell, im actually contradicting wif myself...-.-..i c everything as a thing for me to feel upon. be it sad or happy. If you dnt get such a 'feeling' experience, hten u will nvr learn from it, and nvr improve ur own emotions, and how to control ur emotions.although, i myself is very impulsive, but before i even shout or do smth, i always think through my mind, why and what n how does this situation actually angered me. But there's one thing for sure, tat im easily influence by others talking. If someone is to say smth bad about another person, it will definitely give me a bad impression on him/her, only until i get to know him/her. This obviously causes misunderstandings too.

Anw, comnig to the PSL course on 11 & 12 oct. I did did a v saddening thing, bcoz i actually let my fury overtook me w/o actually knowing the truth. yes, im v sorry abt that. But i actually dnt understand myself tho.. how? v simple. during the lunch, i sat wif my grp, and i didn't saw ken. i know smth was wrong. i ate, and after 15mins, he came and sat beside me. i asked, "where have you been?"
he replied,"hall lorh.."
and i didn't asked animore questions, i smiled and carried on eating my lunch. i seriously, and honestly doesn't know that he had skipped his lunch, i tot he went to sit wif hsi friends and i closed one eye. then i tot it was okay. Until, i gather wif my PSTs, then they told me that a few ppl didn't attend lunch. they asked me to ASK. as u know, skipping lunch is not an offence, but not attending is a serious one. obviously, the ASK became a DEMAND. and demand=shout of coz, can't help it. and actually before that, i said.."aiyah, nvm one lah", tat sentence was done before they asked me to ASK. which means, some misunderstandings took place. so of coz, frankly, i hestitated from shouting, bcoz im not the one who spot the 'unattending' psls, and the 'missing' of psls as well. they asked me to ASK bcoz they said i got a loud voice. no choice i guess, then i ask lorh.. so therefore, this situation has actually got NOTHING to do wif me, until they asked me to ASK.. i do hope this does resolve the misunderstanding between we PSTs and PSLs who were scolded. and for fuck sake, i knew nth of it actually. =x.

yea.. kinda bullshit post tho.. realli lah, bullshit is actually quite gd tho. bullshit turn into cowshit then can recycle and go under treatment become newater! woots

hahaas. yea! 4 periods of comp lab lesson!.. free time !! =DD
hahas, had psl 2 day 'camp' ytd, and the day before.
woots, its v fun to actually guide those sec 2s, even tho i must say that im only one yr older, but they looks realli innocent =D.
the first day was short of the getting-to-know-each-other day lah.. ice breakers all those sian sian one. actually before that, we were choosing our grps. or rather 'picking' in a lottery manner. at first i chose grp 4, then i tot nah, it mite b boring. so i have ani try, and again its grp 4!. omg, i think tats my fate uh. lols!, no choice but to take of coz.. hahahas
so..
Group 4: Wei Siang

1) May (june and july too!)
2) Prisciellia
3) Nicole (highway)
4) Melissa (Cat!)
5) Anna
6) Jaslyn
7) Ken (Mr can food)
8) James (007)
9)Ho wei fong (didn't come the 2nd day, and she doesn't have any expressions.. tsk=x )

yep. tats all. 2 guys, and 7 girls.. i think there isn't ani otheer grp wif so mani girls.. tsk ..
The first day was pretty bored. But we realli have fun tho! esp the 'stepping game'. the pair have to lift both thier right legs and try to knock off other pairs.
yea.. pretty lame, my lessons gg to end. cont nxt time

Exams

Exams are coming. oh man, ****,***
hahas, nah exams are fun.
Singapore is a country where it is democratic and equality. i guess tat also implies tat 'forcing someone' is considered 'illegal' rite? yea..
i agree, but guess wat, we are all stupid ppl and we have no guts to stand for wat we think. Exams, aren't they juz forcing us to revise things tat we have learnt? Isn't it juz another way of indirect forcing? yea.. we have no guts.
Only those who ahve dropped out of school are the one wif guts. y? some, may juz b hiding somewhere in the dark streets enlightening himself wif greater knowledge. but of coz some....ya..u know.hahas.. These people are actually the one who are 'smart' in a way. (of course, most of the are actually the dumbest.. opps=x, no offense).
Exams, they are juz some pieces of paper trying to dig out everything u have in mind. why? juz to brighten ur future. But why our future is like this? tats bcoz we the humans who are so selfish that we wanna have all the priveleges to ourselves that we can even harm the Earth and living animals who our own sake! Ytd i have geog lessons, my teacher who loves geography and the Earth so much that she has been saying why we selfish humans are doing such tings to earth, chopping down the trees,clearing forests for our comfort. Yeah, u may think she's juz saying crap and not doing it herself. But it is everyone's responsible to at least think abt it, think abt what we do everyday tat affects the environment and our daily lives. Do we like to live in an uncomfortable space where cockroaches crawl all over ur bodies, ants biting u. Obviously no! but what abt other animals that we have done this to them.. (opps=x, it seems im venting on the blog, even tho im not angry.. tsk)
yea.. i juz think humans are juz so selfish, how i wish to change the Earth, but what can 1 person do? so i juz live on wif it.
man.. this is wat ppl usually thinks, but of course i think this way too. bcoz im juz tiny lil person who can't do anithing big. i juz wish those ppl who have the rights actually have some common sense in them and do the right things @_@
humans, are juz another animal. we shouldn't b so selfish, instead we muz share our comfort wif other animals. Therefore, do not harm the other animals =DDD

lols~
nah, feeling v bored nowadays. i got no mood to mug at all.. hahas, lazy bah
then my memory also lan diao alreadi. all my formulas all forgotthen.. hahas also no mood to write anithing
sian lah, hw piling liaos, c how first bah~, wait till exams finish @_@
(piling=accumulating after several days=nvr do finish hw[coz dateline not due yet=)] )
hahaas..

Appreciation

Appreciation.
This feeling, is actually what we human always abuse it, and regret we didn't realli use our chance to enjoy it fully, or make use of it fully.
There have been times, where i regret why haven't i enjoy that moment as much as possible
There have been times, where i missed the v day where i enjoyed myself v much
There have been times, where i wished to go back to time and change the past
There have been times, where i hoped things could have been done correctly
There have been times, where i'm grateful to what i have been given
There have been times, where i did not feel thankful for what i have

There are what appreciation comes about. There may be good, here may be bad. But usually ppl use it or felt it in the 'negative' ways. Regret, missed, wished, hoped, these are the few examples what ppl felt when they enjoyed themselves v much during this moment and wished to enter the time machine, and also these are times where they felt they could have done to change their life now.
I felt this way alot of times. For example, going for OBS, i really missed the time we spent as a group over there, singing the songs, doing the work tgt, sweating tgt, encouraging each other, slping tgt, bathing tgt, toknig to one another as well!
And also i regretted and wished to amend my doings back then 1 yr ago. But then, i didn't realli felt too regretful either. Bcoz, i felt tat i did the right thing in telling the truth, its no point if one keeps a secret from each other when you felt that he/she is trustable.
I also experienced ppl who doesn't know how to appreciate the things given to them. for example, ytd, my friend actually spent $3.60 on 2 1.5l bottle for everyone to drink--about 59 ppl. U may think its not enuff, but, most of them didn't want to drink, nvm.. but they actually played wif the drink. how? pouring away the water, wasting resource is one thing, but another, he/she doesn't knows how to appreciate one's thought. ppl have been saying, 'its the thoughts tat counts', yea, but when we were given that, we did not c it that directly tho. Whereas in other occasions, when you felt he/she deserved to give at laest the 'thoughts' to you, onli then u realised it. its juz tat, human doesn't know when to appreciate, or how to appreciate things given to them, until they learnt a lesson.
how? looking at those ppl in india, africa, (no offense), they are v poor, they cannot even afford ani food n drink, and yet we are wasting here. Its indeed irritating to hear everyone saying this. but its the truth, we can't hide away from it! I realli wished that everyone appreciates what is given to them, and what they have now. I may not be a perfect 'appreciating' person, but at least i know how to appreciate others, the things i have, whateva im doing or living now.
Appreciation, is one of the most scariest weapons, it may spark off a fire too...

But appreciation, u cannot leave without it. Once without it, you are all alone and bored. y? no appreciation-->disrespects to others-->others keep a distance from you-->lonely-->bored-->no life-->might as well die!
Its juz chain, everything we have in life, are all inter-chains. Even we have to live without luxuries, i still thinks tat appreciation still occurs, and a need to be present in this world of ours.
Thus, i really hope whoever/passerbys to realli appreciate ALL the things u have now, especially your family, your friends, your desk, your toilets, and even toilet paper! realli realli juz spend a couple of minutes, think of it, think what you have done, there is still time to correct or amend it if u have the determination. believe me, n believe in yourself, you can do it!

oh man, i have forgotten wat topic i wanna wrote on.. argh. im juz being stm-ed this few days.
stm--short-termed memory
this week was an unlucky week for me. Tuesday i forgot to bring 3 textbooks to sch, thurs, i forgot bring hw to sch, and wadeva i had in mind juz disappear in every subsequent event during these days, and todae, forget to bring hw again! and almost forgot to pass down a reminder to my friends.. zz
stm, ppl usually relates it to someone who is overly stressed, thus forgetting things. (Thats my opinion..)
but the irony is, im not even stress at all. perhaps im juz thinking abt my exams, and i haven started revising yet.. (opps =x)
stm, is also known for ppl wif over-piling things to do, 'big boss'. Afterall, i have been v stress before, but not to an extend tat i felt im a failure? yes, ppl was joking arnd me pulling my hair off my head when im stress. I dnt know, i juz felt my head itchy when im thinking v hard. And the cause of the joking incident was an accidental pull of my hair, tat a handful was 'plucked' out.
you know, ppl have been saying tat when u r stress, ur hair will drop or turn white. I then visualise the process, stress juice secrets from ur brain. diffuse thru ur skull, then moves up ur hair from the root hair. then slowly destroy ur hair colour pigments, decolourising them, turning them to white. and the it corrodes the roots of the hair, allowing it to b plucked off easily or fall off eventually. hahas..(yeah.. im bored..)
oh man.. im v bored.. sighs..
perhaps boredom --> stm..!!
hahs, so true.. =D

friends

friends?
some are fucking bullshit, but some are juz too good and close to you.
as i know, none of my friends will be reading this blog, so, im free to say wadeva i want.
i dnt know how to start it, but i have a gd frenz, from sec 1 till now. his attitude, character was much much more acceptable than now. thats because, all his actions, and his foul mouth are juz a piece of shit now for wat i can say.
he, was a guy who WAS respected by me during my past 2 years, his attitude was of average, but juz tat a lil too dependant on ppl. he always wants others to accompany him, but he doesn't likes to accompany others in return.. wat a selfish guy..but every person has their flaws, so i closed an eye. he was a person full of humour, but nvr use the jokes to criticize others.

for now i juz couldn't think of animore gd points of him, coz now he sucks..
in this sec 3 life, he turned into an inhorrigible bastard. he doesn't care abt others, he onli care abt himself--his joy, his freedom, his time, his wadeva sht.. he shows no respect to others, neither to his friends, and i guess not to himself either. he is no difference from a speaking and disrespectful devil. oh well, devil is much better than him.. at least devil has 2 horns which made it looks much more handsome.. He too shed his responsibility, and depends on others to do it for him.. a boss? bullshit, juz a tiny lil ant who is easily crushed to death. he onli dare other ppl to do things, but he himself, doesn't have the guts, to do wadeva he was told to.
enuff of bullshtting, coming to the real point, he possessed such bad attitude n charac, and now he is beginning to irritates me more n more. i asked him to do smth, he fucking give me bak nth. and he thinks tat the problems lies wif others and not him, and he started hating others before we even hate him. i dnt know what the hell is he thinking abt, he is juz so inhuman? pushing the blame bak to us, when he himself dnt give a fucking care.. and worse still, he is complaining ALOT.. haish, my tolerance has juz met its limit, one day.. juz one day.. i will.....

nvm, i know i shldn't be venting my anger on my post, which reflects badly on me =D, but who cares, no one's reading this blog ^^
oh yea.. i juz felt a slight tremor juz now, earthquake? lols.. alot muz have felt it,..

now, coming to gd frenz, those that are golden to u..
I had 2 frenz in pri sch since pri 1.. till now, i can rmb how we passed our pri sch life, our boring life.. hahas.. but the time we spent tgt, gave me a special memory, special to me.. only. only ur gd frenz will give you such 'special' things in life. and is ONLY dedicated to you, and kept by you.. gd frenz, i doesn't need to go into details, coz i bet everyone has his/her gd frenz.. if you doesn't have, then, observe your surroudings, accept more ppl, and smile more
(Don't b like me, 'an xiao', 'am chiuo', luff secretly, is wat ppl always says abt me)
hahas, have an everlasting smile, but then i juz couldn't do tat though.. =( zz

yes, and the 3 party shall be the BGR or you life partner. they are still your frenz, no matter wat u think, until u ehem... yea.. marry but not divorce..
(i have no exp on tat, so isn't a need for me to say abt this =D. see, im such a gd boy...)

Friends, do look out for them, and don't miss out your chance.
Friends, do correct their mistakes if they are wrong, and give them chances.
Friends, ensure that you are mixed with those who you are able to communicate well with, it doesn't apply to bad companies (because bad companies do have their good points too).
Friends, are the most important life-form on Earth for you.
Friends, you need them the most.
Friends, be a friend of others, and do keep them as close to you as possible.
Friends, do not miss them out.
&
Friends, is your life..

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T V W X Y Z

woots, i failed my abc!! my friend and i were toking abt some questions during lesson time,,, (opps =x), and this was what i found most interesting. It looks pretty normal, nth wrong, but its v obvious. I think this question shld b v common, but then, maybe im juz a frog in the well to know it now? hahas..
my friends got alot of questions under their sleeves also, but i got none? unless u want those lame lame lame, until u can shiver and no one understands it. =D..
and one of my pervertic friend cr8ed this..

b l o C u s e

its cool, hahas. want the ans, nah, i wnt post..
and one last one which i remembered...

A
C b
T e
O s
R t

and guess what is this? Best _______ Actor.. hahas..
I guess friends make our lives fruitful and enjoyable, pay close to ur surrounding friends, they the roots of ur life, do not lose them... no matter what..

bored again? yea.. maybe..
its pretty cool to blog and talk to myself.. esp when no one is reading =D
i can say wadeva i want, and no one cares.. hehes, unless 'passer-bys'...
yea, lately the trend of slashing oneself has gone. woots, even though there may still be ppl doing so, but it isn't as popular as it was awhile ago.
rumours being spread around saying who n who is acting emo, slashing his/her own wrist, and being a bold donator..
Are ppl getting crazy? or what i said tat life sucks.. nah.. life doesn't suck, is thsoe who doesn't know how to look upon life sucks. Life, is for that particular person, with tat particular mind to live. I have been wondering, why m i given this mind, this body.. i tried imaginating being in other ppl's view, or rather try to be that person, possessing that person's brain and look at the world.. Its pretty hard unless u know that person v well..
it may be childish, but i found it v amazing that when u stand in others' view, u look upon urself as another person. You are not who you are, but yet you are looking at who you are. I also tried thinking in others' persperctive points of view during the 'possession'. ppl may think tat im a withch? ghost? or wadeva spirit possesser, but it realli is cool. you can attain knowledge you doesn't know, but the again, do not do it too often as youth's visual imagination may leads to harmful effects as well =D for example..you know i know ya... hahas
besides 'possessing' ur frenz, u may try being an adult.. working lives, and exhaustion from work, housework... man, sometimes u find ur life rather relaxing. Of course, the life we knew now, will never be, what we call 'relaxing'..
but so? at least i tried.. hahas. trying has no harm, unless u overdo it =D
let me guss, 'putting yourself in other ppl's shoe', this phrase may juz arouse from our 'possession'.
so sometimes, do try to 'put yourself in other ppl's shoe', or in a weird way, 'possession'.. hahas..

Elton!

hmm? what should i say..
6months has past uh, but frankly im not into blogging..but duh.. im bored.. no choice i guess?
hahahas..
but smth i have been pondering abt since elton asked me, what is my hobby?
my hobby..? computer? slp & eat?..
oh nah.. i juz realised i doesn't have one.. i suddenly felt, "uh, im such a failure.."
hobby to him is what he do when he's bored.
but to me.. it is only some things we do everyday unknowingly? i guess im wrong.. i should start finding myself one, and the thing is.. do i have anithing to put in mind? or rather even if i have, do i have the determination to carry my hobby or juz let it rot after a few weeks? now its like cca n school work.. wow.. bz life eh..
the competition in this world is getting 'worse' in a good way, but then brought us competitor so much stress uh..
ppl has been saying.. "youth is one's golden period', but guess wat? the competition is dragging us further away or rather stealing our youth away.. we couldn't realli enjoy wat was meant to be, can we?i guess tats what makes ppl think life is meaningless.. onli until they look upon their correct paths, do the things they ought to be, being positive, and not get defeated so easily.. and not get too much of responsibility?
life is short..we shld enjoy ourselves..but of coz, if we doesn't compete or takes up responsibility, how can we possibly get a taste or real life and things like those.. or rather if everyone sheds their responsibility, we wldn't be living in wat we are..
rite.. full of craps..
bak to hobby.. yea.. maybe i shld find myself one ASAP to get rid of my boredom.. everyday complaining abt being bored.. y not look at it myself, and try to solve it..i suddenly felt me myself v stupid.. perhaps too dependant???
hahas. anw. sch life sucks.. cca cca cca.. their expectations getting higher n higher.. and i dnt understand, they themselve couldn't do tat at that age, y are they expecting so much from us?even if they were to go bak into time, i dnt think they are able to do what we r doing now.. bcoz they are too immature! why? tats bcoz how can they possibly ask us to adapt to a new environment so quickly, we are not those 'adapting freaks', or not those 'smart/hardowrking ppl'.. i may not have the guts to say it directly into their face.. but tats wat im thinking..

but then again.. if i dnt have the guts.. i shldn't b complaining. haish.. so be it bah..let my youth goes by, realli 'enjoying' it.. yea... i love what the world has become...
and anw.. thanks elton! =D

wahahaas..
very long nvr post le..
ppl also ask me to post.. tsk.. =x..

anw.. post bcoz of the camp, n for the previous mnth, nvr post coz nth n bored~~

22-24 was the sec 3 camp..
it was the most most most most most most bored camp ever~
i nvr had such a bored camp..
but of coz there are some fun part.. not totally bored mah.. hahas.. xD

anw..
first day, went to sch.. n we had our first 2 activities in sch?!.. omg??.. a camp in sch.. i feel like puking..
first aid and shelter making.. first aid..
quite fun lah.. ivan sitting beside me.. muahahaas..
using the triangle bandage, we tie each other, then we try to prevent blood flow through the hand.. so we tie very hard n pull hardd..
that ivan so bad, he want to pull at my wrist.. want me die die.. =(, but nvm.. im clever..
then i tie his head, become priate.. hahahas.. so cute. =x
then shelter making.. so bored~~,
got one guy.. IAN
fucking nb guy. think he scouts big.. act so much..
simple knots also dnt know say wat scouts so pro, bullsht =xthen hao lian here hao lian there,. alot of ppl got fucked uip wif him..

then had our lunch in sch.. pathetic chicken rice packet.. nvm lah.. atually i tot quite gd le... (at first..)

then we made our way to the campsite.. yea..
reach there, saw mayflower sec de sch.. wah.. sec 2 neh, quite alot of chio bu(s) =x..
then go live in the A-hut.
the A-hut changed alot.. so much cleaner. nicer to slp of coz~~.. hehehes
then go for our nxt 2 activities which was the knots and lashing n topography..
basically, knots i learnt le.. then the topography.. i dnt understand at all.. so i dnt give a dam.. =x
hahahas..
then camp fire preparation, the girls came out wif the songs and stuffs.. hahas..

then outdoor cooking. the most exciting and amazing cooking, but not disgusting.. juz amused by it..
13~ packets of noodles inside 2 pots.. cool leh.. first time c so much maggie cooked in one pot..
then me n junyong ewat dry ration.. take so long to cook, then we also think tat by the time everyone eat shldn't have much left.. so we eat first lorh..
then we also shre iwf our trainer KHAI~~..hehes..
then wash wash the pots n mass tin..
poor wee keat, wash the pot.. so i helped him..
he use the scrub i use leaves.. but couldn't work of coz.. hahas..

song session.. all know liaos.. so bored also..

then it was nightwalk?? the most pathetic and lame form of nightwalk.. its not even night walk.. its call the animal calls is wat they changed..
my grp was the tiger grp.. so much 'rawr'..
roar roar roar.. roar until so pathetic until i dnt want to roar.. find it so lame.. if give me a nicer one lah, like the pig.. hahas.. jkj.=Ppp

then blah. debrief, shower , slp..
bored~
slp wif jing hao and arnold(the cutie pie)
blah.. then morning wake up.. miracle neh.. no mosquito bites~~. coz i put repellent..(actually not of ani use, juz put for the fun of it..)

morning exercise.. the game call the wat 'aye.. captain.."
lame sht.. hahahas..
then breakfast.. forgot wat is it.. but looks like ht yet rather tasty lah.. hahas..
then preparation for the sarimbun challenge.. crap.. i no day pack.. so put everything in arnold's cum ivan's pack.. yea~~empty handed.. =x
(to b continued. i want go comp

dots...
ppl ask me blog leh..
dots..
nvm..
anw, also nth to write abt lah... duh..
but ytd was cca orientation.. quite fun leh!
those sec 1s, so innocent... so cute also..

morning went to set up the cca orientation room...
chao bored, and its very plain.. -.-.. VERY..
then everyone juz helped out, some got nth to do.. like me =)), except for building the flag staff, which i almost slipped my mind abt how to tie the knots.. me noob.. = (
ya, blah...then walk arnd the sch, go hunt for sec 1s .. hehes
since i am a psl.. so quite a few of them know me lorh, then i will go kajiao them... drag them into the room.. hehes..
then we also shout alot of craps, shout until no voice.. i so noob, so fast no voice.. haish. hahas..
chasing the sec 1.. got one girl, 1e3 de, last time my class during their sec1 orientation camp..
not bad lah.. but, charac... ehem.. yup..
so me n jiahua, one behind her, one infront of her..
then we chase her, from the corridors to the room, then to the foyer, then to the canteen.. hahaas.. then the other psl which was the same class as me in the camp, also trap her, drag her to their booth..
so we snatch snatch snatch... in the end, i think she join those volleyball or stuffs de lah.. hahahas..
but quite fun lah.. hehes, then after that went to mac..
so there play onli... make a nuisance of ourselves, and saw aloit of ppl zhao geng lorh! HAHAs, BUT no chio de.. haish.. so sad!
then went home..
in the nite, someone sms me.. asking me 1 question..
i hate that..
jiahua knows tho.. =)..
when someone dnt trust u, its no pnt returning the trust to that person.. ^^..
anw, i also nth to writel.. if i got things to write, i will update myself...
DON'T FORCE ME.. I HATE THAT

hehes
update for the fun of it anw,..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
&
A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
=))
the fireworks was nice..=)
but there isn;t ani chio bu!
have lah, but nvr c onli.. hahas

so this morning went countdown..
actually did tot of gg countdown de.. it was a bbq which rena asked justin, and he ask some of us to go down..pretty boring.. actually shld b quite FUN de.. but one guy come then spoil the mood..
we tot we could have bbq alot of things, but bcoxz of the presence of THAT guy.. the group of us.. sec 2s.. go to one place of our own.. we didn't eat much n bbq much..
we were hungry.. HAHAs.. but we dnt want to c that guy's face.. so we go aweay lorh..
pathetic rite..='(
rena's couz was there also.. 16 yr old.. janice her name i think. HAhas, she reminds me of someone.. but i couldn't rmb, jiahua also have that feeling lol! then she very cham.. always left behind.. rena walk wif her bf, then the guys one grp, then me n jiahua pair.. hahas, then the guys walk infront.. then me n jiahua walk bhind lorh.. let he couz walk infront of us..
then we go step her slipper. -.-. so lame.. n bored until like tat..
then go watch fireworks.. crowded.. den there dnt have the countdown thing de.. as in the whoever emcees nvr countdown.. it juz say lets give a 1 min of silence.. wat crap
silence turn into booming.. HAHAs
boo, then before i knew its 12am.. everyone jumping arnd liaos.. not everyone lah.. the shouts from somewhere else.. hahas.. then happy new year lroh..
then tat jiahua say go shake ppl hands..
otehr ppl*..
hehes
then we go shake lorh.. c who shake who.. but hor..
we choose candidate de, those we c song song,, smile smile de we shake..those like gangster de we ignore lol!
hehes, quite fun lah..
shake ppl hands, but we nvr shake zha bor's hands... dnt dare... onli aim ang moh.. anh moh friendly mah.. HAHAs..
then after tat go city hall mrt.. wah.. crowded.. then rena parents call.. she need go home, her couz also of coz.. sad lorh..
then the guys also pang seh me n jiahua,.. HAHAs
then we 2 go east coast
WATCH 'sunrise'...
hahas, reach there, take taxi.. jiahua leg injured. in the taxi keep complaining.. hahahas.. groaning..zz
then reach there.. go 7 eleven.. buy 2 packets of potato chips, and a 1.5l bottle.. then we go to the rock cliff.. there sit..
so mani COUPLES there lorh.. kaos.. then we 2 jealous.. we 2 gay partners go there.. hahas..lame sht lorh..
then got a few drops of rain, jiahua took out his umbrella and put on the ground, creating a shelter for our heads, as we lie on the rock..
but hor, the rock cliff got cockroach! and small crabs!! omg><.. scary.. dnt dare lie flat.. but then ltr slowly slowly lie lol..
ya .. then in the end no sunrise.. dots rite.. hahas
then chao tired, but i gtg anw. so end it like this. ps =P

ahahas..
blog just to wish everyone..
MERRY XMAS!!!

and.. i want to add...
countdown sucks!!! hhahas
but staying up whole nite is fun...

hahahs..
liyi dnt ask me update lah.. hahas, i update whenever i want. .hehehes..
i also nth to update lorh.. duh.. hahahas..
nvm.. sat went out wif couz, bro.. n my mum...hahahas. my mum leh.. young kids go out wif mummy.. HAHAs...
nvm.. quite funny actually.. hehes.. then my couz 20yr old tok to my mum lorh.. then me n my bro walk tgt.. hahahas.
take mrt, wanted to watch movie de.. then go ps there.. full le.. if not left front sits.. then go dnt know where try, also full.. blah. then the nxt movie 11+ liaos.. we want go home de lorh.. hahahas.. so cannot..
then walk arnd... then decided to play pool... LOL
went to miridian? wadeva spelling error..
the uncle there know my bro.. so smuggle me in.. hehehes.. =)).. then uncle tok to my mum abt my bro.. lols.. funny lorh..
then we play.. bro teach me how to play.. ahhahas.. then my couz there also noob noob, learn also...
then my mum pro lorh.. also learn leh.. but nvr use the correct style nia.. juz played for fun.. HAHAs..
i team wif my bro, my mum wif my couz... then we play 2v2 lorh..
i no need play de lorh.. my bro hit hit hit half of it go in le.. then he let me paly tyhe rest of the game..
but then he act until so pro, those tough tough one he also cannot lorh.. still act alot.. =x.. opps.. xD..
then got a few 'quite hard' de ball, then ask me shoot.. then i tyco tyco hit.. hit the ball, and bounce on the side n hit another ball, but nvr score of coz.. hehes.. then he dnt beleive.. try once more.. then again almost leh.. i think is i chao tyco..
then after tat game, the nxt game i miss every shot lols!!.. pro anot.. miss almost every ez ez de..
wadeva.. then blah.. 1hr le.. hahahs.. 9+ abt 10 liaos..
then we go chomp chomp makan.. hehes
bought satay, chao guo tiao, hokkien mee.. hahahas. and one big cup of sugar cane..
i ate half of everything leh.. =x.. heehes.. summore all small de..
eat half nvm lorh... i still not full.. i go buy 4 chicken wings.. keke..
i eat 1 and 1/3, then my bro n mum also... juz nice.. =x

then todae got 'class gathering' wors. .hahahas..
waited for isa 1hr.. dots eh.. nvm.........
walk walk.. go woodlands watch movie.. happy feet.. pathetic.. go until woodland.. crazy..
watch lorh...
the show arhs.. quite funny lah.. cute lah e penguins..
but hor....
its juz a waste of money.. tsktsk...
then after tat go eat.. wadeva... dar dar n jiayi buy tom yam wadeva soup..
then i buy chicken rice.. jaseline bought ban mian, or wadeva mian.. then she want chicken rice, then exchange lorh..
i dnt wanna eat tat mian de.. but she want chicken rice.. so let her eat lorh...
eat eat eat.. then our boys de tradition--to play e food after eating...dar dar n jiayi mixed all the thing inside.. wif liyan's bowl of noodle.. hahahas.. then dnt know wat they add.. chilli, lime,wad sauce..alot of sht inside.. hehes, then i go eat.. actually got nice leh.. dnt know why they dnt let me eat.. kaos lorh...
then go arcade.. balh balh.. boring.. c liyi n jaseline outisde, jiayi want to use my hp call.. so let him call.. go outside..
after he call liaos he go bak in, then i go stand beisde them lorh.. inside also so boring.. wadeva..
brandon called me.. kaos lah.. he tok as if he was at j8 liaos... so i asked them whether want to j8 eat dinner mah.. booo.. they agreed..
dar dar n junyong need go bak...
then abt 4+ le.. wadeva.. then gogogo.. go j8.. then reach bishan jiayi ps me, go home also. .grrr...
then we go j8 walk walk.. then brandon n jiahua at brandon's hse lorh.. wtf.. then i bluff the gals they comingl iaos.. then i rush the both of them... kaos lah.. play me..
they ask me i told them a lie eh.. shh.. i know they will b reading.. but who cares... wadeva..
(they also not my gfs.. wakakakas)
then finally aft 40mins they came.. so long.. the gals also bored liaos..
then liyi n isa want go pierce ear.. wah.. wadeva.. i also nvr c before how they pierce de.. so i curious.. hehes.. follow them go c c look look.. oo
then liyi say hot.. jiahua told me (aiyah, pain jiu say pain lah..)
hahahahas..
then near the shop got one sell balloon de, those kind of shape de, wif pictures.. wadeva was tat.. then i curious go touch touch n c c... then the stall holder come.. ask me want buy mah.. i was touching the "first love at sight" de balloon, then she asked me want buy the "yi jian zhong qing" de balloon mah.. then i malu.. then she add on, those 2 gals (liyan and isa), buy for them lah, shui bian TIAO yi ge.. wah.. hahahas.. so pro...
then i say..
"hai shi bu yao lah. bu shi he wo..."
hhahas.. (jkjk)
then i also malu liaos.. then jiahua come kajiao me.. go suan me.. hehehes.. i forget wth he do, i also forget wat i do lols.. but i know aft that liyi n jaseline came out from the toilet.. hahahas...
then we go mac eat eat.. hehes.. saw yang jing working there leh.. hahas.. he wear the staff clothes until so shuai lorh!!.. shuai ge~..
then we go kajiao him, wave at the counter there.. hahas. then all the workers look at us, the customers also.. lols.. then he also malu..
then when we eating, he smuggled out n told us he dead meat le.. his manager saw.. HAHAs.. he sad lorh...
then after tat elton come.. hhehes.. crapz so much.. siao one.. bth him.. hahahas..
then say wat 'nipple pad lah', bra stripe lah.. booo.. hahahas..
bian tai lah.. hahas..
then walk abit, then crowd at one area to tok..
sobs.. tok happi, but dnt know where to go sad..
then half want go there, then the other want go here.. hahas.. sad lorh.. elton go bak eat eat.. then finally liyi go hme.. then liyan isa n jaseline went to the interchange..
waited for liyan's bus then we go.. isa actually want go bak tpy interchange, tot here got bus..then follow us until ltr she go bak.. then tat pathetic jaseline siao one.. say 'dnt wanna walk bak the road "we walk before" '.. hahahs..bullsht.. then walk to the nxt bus stop..
(actually before that i act act bro call me, ask me meet him at the food junction.. then i c bra also go take mrt.. then actually want go ehem.. then c him go also,then i forget it lols.. then went to catch up wif them)
then while waiting for bus 410, we missed leh.. so pro uh.. dnt know whether tat one itraining bus anot, but no ppl de.. then finally waited le lorh.. then go hme.. hehehes..
rather sian ... bcoz dnt know where to go!!. WAKAKAKS..

wow
got the urge of updating.. hahahas..
well...
ytd was my class chalet.. 2E2'06 Beatty~
hahahas, rather fun leh, but also rather bored.
fun bcoz of fun stuffs of coz, and bored bcoz of some fuckers...
but this chalet is rather pathetic becuase its onli 2 day 1 nite... hahahas...

so it was on the 16november...
we met at 11am at red circle tpy
as usual, girls went shopping before that for the BBQ... hahahas...
bought lotsa crapz...and forgetting smth impt..
so we the poor guys,carry the stuffs for them of coz..

after much hestitation, we decided to go to pasir ris first...on the train tok crapz, hahas.big grp quite fun..but then the guiys always like to go away from the girl, i dam pek cek, (cannot pao niu), jkjk.. no lah, not united de.
After that we reached white sand, reminds me of my childhood memory, 1-6 yrs old de...my couz keep bringing me there, then sit in the MAC, which we went to eat our lunch. but i forgot where we sat tho.. sadded.. but i think shld b roughly at the corners, so i tried the corners.. =)), yeaa~then bought our food, and FUCKING dar spoiled my lunch. but anw, tat was the last few days we gather, so i didn't realli bother, if not i will scold until his ass upside down. he put chilli sauce,vanilla ice cream, ice, coke to my fries. He put 3 packets of chilli sauce ON my fish-o-fillet, not IN between the fish and the bread... FOOK HIM LAH, then i ate the bread on its own.n dirtied my whole hand.
then they go play wif my coke, PLAY nvm... THEY GO DRINK UP MY COKE.. wtf, i onli drank 2 mouths, and they drank all, especially dar.. fuk him lah, not the first time liaos lorh, KNNCCB.. but i nvr scold, dnt wanna bring dwn the atmosphere..
then i go buy another small coke, drank half, he go play wif my drink again. put chilli,vanilla,fry,cabbage into my drink.. KNN lah... nvm lorh, play wif me, i ask them drink 1/3 each.. trhen i drink the ramaining.. DAR IS A COWARD!, he play my drink, but dnt dare to drink!HE'S A COWARD!!!!!!!! F HIM..
after that went to take the shuttle bus to the chalet, costa sand...wadeva tat was..
reach there abt 1plus.. hahahas, then play dai di until 2.15, then we check in...
then the boys all go find smth to play, then left me n brandon in the chalet wif 2 other gals... then we play dai di lorh...
then they came bak... they we play STAMPEDE on the chalet's BED.. WOOT, almost spoil... can c de.. hahahas.. whack here whack there.. FUN FUN!!.. hhehes.. but too bad gals nvr join in.. =x..
then they go liu lang, wqant go escape theme park, then again left the 2 gals n us.. dai di lorh!.. hahahas.. then they dnt know go where.. then ended up palying soccer...
and it was like me n brandon n the 2 gals were freaking bored in the chalet le.. hahahas. then we go find them lorh... then supposingly we shld bh asking them bak to bbq de.. but instead, we joined them!!, the gals got FREAKED out.. hahhas.. and left in a rage.. so as to prevent further quarrels, we stopped lorh, but then most of the guys KAO BEI one.. cannot stop, keep playing n palying..sigh...still scold the gals for nth.. duh.
it was abt 3-5...
then abt 5pm, when we started gg bak to our chalet becoz of the raging gals, me n brandon ran to the bike shop to rent the bike, i rent overnight, but brandon rent for 1 hr becox he need to go bak in the nite..sadded...
then we go bak, the bois saw. then they also go rent overnite.. hahahas..but then rite, bcoz of the BBQ, brandon cannot ride his bike...so he wasted $5.. hahahas..
before the BBQ, there are some preparations to be done, but all the bois KAO BEI lah, all run away, expect the gals to do all the stuffs, still scold the girls slow.. wtf.. their attitude SUCKS.. then me n brandon and jiayi,yangjing,junyong help lorh... we gd guys mah.. wat to do...
then abt 6+, the bbq started lorh... pathetic, we forgot to buy ALUMINIUM FOIL... then all our food all chao ta.. hahas.. so fun, then jiayi want act hero go eat all the chao ta food..
then someone take my bike go buy lorh.. hahahas... then come bak, worst... the whole aluminium foil caught fire when we put at the pit.. duh.. so chio.. hahahas.. then the NCDCC member "EXTINGUISH" the fire.. hahas, then make it smalelr again, it happend twice lorh.. so jiao.. hahahas...
then i also go BBQ, wah, bbq all so nice de, then put on the plate all kena coped, wth sia, then i eat onli a few nia, my frenz bbq until also quite nice also eat a few nia lorh.. kaos...
then i qi gek, suan le.. i go ride my bike.. lols...
ride in the pasir ris park.. near the costal area near our chalet de...
ride ride ride, then saw liyi n jie hui, they also playing around there.. so i go kajiao them... then they want to show me some words they 'carved' on the beach, but too bad, high tide, washed them away.. then we saw jiehui's couz, then borrow my bike... then i went bak to chalet..
and even before i reach the chalet, they say dnt want to ride le.. duh.. i was like omg __.. but nvr show lah.. hahahas..
then go bbq again, but then kena coped again.. once again qi gek, go ride my bike wif Sandy whom i found so bored in the room, and jiahua who agrees to accompany us... then we ride ride ride.. from 6+-7+ or 8.. hahahas.. then we keep closing upon sandy's bike, she was like scared till freaked-out.. hahahas.. then got once too close, then i cannot control. tripped over the edge then i fell.. hahahas.. so sad.. then i dnt dare to paly wif them le.. left that jiahua bike pro to play.. hahahas..
then after that went bak to chalet, saw MR YEO, our hist teacher.. hahahas... he brought his doggie along. .hahas.. so cute.. n i heard that the doggie peed on one of the mattress, but cleaned of coz... hahahas..
then after that, we play dai di lorh.. a few person... 8+-9+ near 10 like tat.
then i decided to go buy supper since that im not full, and most of the guys aren't full either.. so a grp of 6ppl went lorh.. yangjing, xinyu,shermeen,liyi,jiehui,me... so fun lorh.. but hor, the thing is that we onli got 5 bikes!! woot!!.. guess wat!
at first yangjing fetch me, but then my ass too pain.. so i try fetching liyi, then actually can, but i buey ta han, legs not strong to pandle hahas, she too heavy for me lah.. muscle too weak.. =(.. then hor i also very scared i might touched somewhere i shldn't have since my bike very small.. hahas, so tried xinyu, worst! go on top fell down liaos.. hahahas.. so no choice.. yj fetch liyi...then i led the way..
so cool lorh, we went wrong way, we rode all the way to white sand.. then all the shops all close, it was arnd 11 le.. hahahas.. then we turn bak.. to haising, i asked my bro,my aunt,my uncle... hahahas..
the ride also quite fun lorh, me n liyi take turn to get fetch on.. hahas,
my bro say walk straight following haising, so i did tat, then i call my aunt, my aunt call my uncle, then while my uncle was explaining, my frenz asked a passerby and told me wat my uncle told me.. so it was like wasting of phone bill.. hahahahas!!.. so we rode there and bought out food. then i went to buy food for liyi and (otto n honghenk) who da pao-ing. then met this stupid kns stallholder, he tok until crap, and has stm.. then in the end give me that type of buey song look.. i wanna smack his face..
then by tyhe time i rode there, i full liaos.. even tho im very hungry.. i bought drinks, plasters, n sweets from seven eleven nearby.. then i drank the drink and ate a few mouth of liyi's duck rice.. she cannot finish.. i also dnt feel like eating... hahahahas..but dnt wannt waste food.. then there was this joke gg on among them, bcoz juz now when i tried fetching liyi, she almost sat on my LJ, so i exagerrated, "u sat on my lj", n she blieved, so she go spread.. i was like.. wt.. zz.. hahas.. then xinyu bought green tea, then she said that after drinking that she felt high, then we joke abt it that she shld drink more than she can be very HIGH.. hahas, then all push me to her since im sitting beisde her..crap lorh..
then jiehui's leg injured, cannot ride bike, shermeen's face got cut.. hahas, then use my plaster.. ^^.. kekes... then the shuai ge yang jing, eat one big bowl of noodle still say not full lorh.. wth.. i tot he full i go help him abit.. hahahahas.. he sai lah, always act act.. hahas..
we slow-cycled bak to the chalet since jiehui cannot ride the bike, so she has to walk...aww, poor thing rite..but too bad lorh.. =PpP.. hahahas..she dnt want let yang jing fetch her.. hahas..
then we slowly cycle bak, the time we spent was like weeks which liyi said (after the whole chalet has ended), i also tot so too... it was like one of the happiest time in this yr? i nvr get so high before de leh.. summore in the chalet i very HIGH, dnt know why.. hahas...
then the liyi arh, dam guai lan... always cycle last, but i dnt want girl to cycle last, so i cycle wif her.. i also abit scared even tho it was nth.. mayb im allergy to dark areas?? tsktsk.. yea... think so >< (im a coward too ^^).. hehes.. slowly cycle wif her, then she keep saying dnt cycle wif her, call me go away,... duh.. hao xin mei hao bao... finally our delivery made it at abt 12.30 bah if im not wrong. hahas.. 10-12.30.. 2hr n 30mins seems like 2 weeks and 3 days to me lorh.!!.. omg.. its like chao fun and the time pass like so slow... then the boys, daryl, hong henk, yangjing, n otto if im not wrong, went to the red house which was said to be a haunted hse... liyi the adventurous gal wants to go, but not enuff bikes, so all of us persuaded her to stay, and after a long negotiation finally she settled down... hahahas.. then abt 1hr ltr, all of them came bak wif a freaked-out face, a pale white face, like as tho they saw a real ghost... then they told all of us abt the story, the statues outside, the spookiness of the house, then all turn bak and zhao as fast as they could... n wadeva, i nvr listen.. hahas, but they say when they look at the statues, they follow u wherever u go, like staring at u.. hahahahas... then all of us also believed their stories??? hahas, all the girls started screaming and xin li zhuo yong, chagne places lah.. etc.. then hong henk, dar,otto went to the bedroom n "slept" left yangjing, the 16 yr old guy, kaos lorh he, even tho he was scared like fuck, he still remain cool... i pei fu him lorh... then we tried stress wif 2-3 persons... then more n more ppl want to play.. then we extend,3-4,4-5, etc etc.. UNTIL we must combine 4 DECKS OF CARDS tgt to paly!and it was like chaotic, everyone saying that they got it they got it, then i play until siao.. hahas, i put my whole deck in the middle and say finish lols.. then everyone also follow, then cr8ed a mess in the room.. so fun!!.. after that we play heart attk, hehes, crazy, all zuo bi one.. hahahas...2+ like tati think... then after tat we played heartattk!!, most of us played, and daryl make A FUCKING MESS OUT OF THE GAME, which made everyone wanna beat him up like tat... he juz has no limit !.. sigh... then we plkay play play until some go bak slp again then left a few lorh, we cont playing... then suddenly there was an urge to go and cycle in the park... WOOt, in the middle of the nite, 4am, we cycled, me jiahua,dar,liyi,jiehui... cycled.. then jiahua n dar sped off, leaving me,liyi, n jiehui behind.bcoz i need to wait for them so i nvr catch up wif them...then we went across the bridge to the other part of the park... and it was SPOOKY~ and then we lost their trails, leaving us wif no choice.. but to turn bak!!! NO!!!... we turned bak, me leading the way, i sped off again.. bak to the bridge.. a fast rate across the bridge, i turn i look i saw something white floating in the water! i got freaked out , i can feel my face turning cold n pale...zzz.. but nvm, luckily got liyi n jiehui behind me.. hehes.. then we went down the bridge and POOF!! siying,shermeen,isabella,rene,they all there le..WOOt, then liyi lend her bike to shermeen n jiehui i dnt know.. then liyi requested me to fetch her again.. so i fetch her lorh, she sat infront of me, then i sped off the road... i sped until very fast, until she very scared.. hahahahahas.. then i tok crapz on the way wif her then reach the ROCK, where we decided to camp during the day... she wanted me to go and fetch isabella, but i tired n lazy.. hahas.. so nvr go bak n fetch her.. hahahahahas.. so i sat there lorh, den they come le... so i the onli boi there lorh... sit there gong gong, let them suan.... and it was abt 4+ le... all bully me, call me sit down, i dnt want, i want to enjoy the breeze while standing...then they nag n nag n nagggg... so no choice, sit beside them lorh.. also got one trio beside us, sat there almost for the whole night le if im not wrong.. and that place was so peaceful, but not until.... the other bois came... daryl n jiayi... chao noisy, make so much noise, we all enjoying the peacefulness, they tok until so loud, then all scold them. .hahas.. in the end they slept on the slope of the rock which we did also then we tok alot of crapz lah, then suddenly jaseline called me, she was scared, she was alone. wandering in the dark, and she heard screams n shouts, n she almost cried on the phone... so jiahua, which was alreadi finding her long ago even before we came to the rock... he was alone i think... and then he went across the bridge to find her........ then after a long while, they came back.. finally eh.. hahahas... but its not they who came bak first, it was jiahua n jaseline.. jiahua found jaseline wandering in the park alone on the other side of the bridge... and then jiahua told us.. "i heard screams and shouts coming from the bridge, and i also saw a white thing floating in the water..so i sped all the way across to find jaseline.." hahas, i saw the white thing, btu i nvr heard any screams of shouts... and the screamings n shoutings shld b wat jaseline heard... then shermeen,yj,jiahua,liyi, went to c lorh.. n left me n jiayi wif the gals.. blah, me n jiayi tok nia, then thegals dnt know wat they doing also.. hahas..then jaseline suddenly cry.. dnt know why.. hahas... then after a while they came bak, but jiahua nvr came bak, i dnt kjnow hwere he go, i think he go bak chalet wif jaseline. yj ask me want go buy drink anot.. so we go lorh.. we cycle cycle till cheerz, den nvr open, so we go mac.. buy one regular and large... so we bring them bak...before that we saw one gangster.. wah, scary.. we walk away.. hahahahas... when we reached there, the fucking DARYL DRANK MY LARGE COKE.. F HIS ASS LAH.. its like not the first time liaos lorh, knnccb... i show him attitude liaos.. then yj got one smell, which i tink is the sea smell.. he cannot tolerate, so i pei him ride bak to chalet.. halfway*.. hahas.. then i return alone. i scared.. i dnt know why, suddenly feel got strong winds.. so i sped, weeee so funn.. then i can feel my face pulling bak by the wind, cool eh. then jiayi shermeen rene, and one more went to ride ride then go bak liaos.. left me n dar alone wif the other gals on the rock... liyi then come slept beside me, jiehui also, then the gals slept at the flat surface of the rock, surrounding me... then that liyi go poke me, poke i not scared, so i cont' acting slp.. nvm lorh, she go pinch where the part ppl like to poke de, then i jerked up, pui.. pain... nvm, i go act slp again, then jiehui poke poke, not scared, she go pinch i also not scared..bcoz i ren.. then liyi pinch again, boom, i did a sit-up again, then they say very gd to train for my sit-ups.. hahahahahas.. so lame.. then dar dar there curled up n slept. then hor, i have been joking to them abt this, "dnt sit until like tat leh,i slping at the slope lorh, plz lorh, i dnt want c u all up-skirt(up-shorts), hahahas, then all say i bian tai.. call me dnt look, but if i dnt tilt my head up very xin ku.. hahahas...but anw, who wnats to c..zzz then after tat, jiahua came, eh say that the sky turn blue le, sun alreadi rised le.. then we all head bak to the chalet lorh.. hahahas.. it was abt 6 then.. dar go bak before we went actually, then me went bak wif them lorh, jiehui took my bike, duh, hahas.. then i walked with them lorh, but then side gate closed.. saded, we made one big rnd bak to the chalet lorh... then hor, liyi n xinyu dare me lorh, coz i tired mah, so i act like im drunk, walk side ways lah, leg cross over legs while walking lah.. etc.. then they call me to fall down on the grass then they give $10, but i dnt kmnowgive who.. so before i listened the complete sentence, i fell down le.. hahahahas.. my whole bak muddy liaos. they act innocent sia.. hahas, dnt want give $10.. hahahas.. then they keep daring me all the way bak, then they tot i dare lorh, so after they say liaos then they take bak their words, so i no need do anithing.. hahahas.. ^^, jian rite.. =).., (time was 6+, from 11am [thurs]-6am [fri]) onli.) LIYI ASKED ME TO CARRY ON BLOGGING, actually i also wanna blog de, juz tat i went to play juz now.. bleahs~.. so we went bak to the chalet, rene,shermeen,siying all slept right after they reached the chalet. then follow by LIYI, not quite bad le lorh, can stay up so long, gal leh... pro pro, wo xin shang ta, as in admire her for her sort of "........" wadeva, i also dnt know de.. hahas.. then xinyu also fell aslp.. leaving me n jiahua behind. we went up to the room there, sum of them haven slp yet, a few gals, who have slept juz now then juz woke up nia, then 2 bois lorh, so i go kajiao them, i stampede them, but then they push me away, then slp agian... miracally all slept, once again leaving me n jiahua alone.. so tht freak guy, (gd guy lah), tok wif me lotsa crap, ahahhas, we made water bombs using the plastic bags which i left in my bags. we made alot n SEcretly, put them in the fridge. we so scared lorh, the rene tan, want to wake up dnt want to wake up, then toss here toss there, scary, then siying n liyi also, toss abit.. then that jiahua, go take poker cards, say that if they wake up, we pretend to play lols.. so lame... then also we spilled some of the water. hahahas, made rather a mess there.. then hor.. i also go rape liyi lorh.. she fell aslp mah, 1hr.. tsktsk, not enuff.. she say 2nites also not enuff, so i think need 5 nites.. hehehes.. after that we went to cycle.. i dnt know why, suddenly my knee-cap feel so pain, i cannot ride properly, then tat jiahua keep urging me on, so i cycle on lorh.. hahahs, chao pain.. we rode to the other side again, pass by the bridge, then he told me, it was actually a white boat nia, so i told him, "i guess hor, its hor, a couple there sexing lorh, tats y got screaming n shouting.." hahhas... then we cycle on, we saw those guards patrolling, holding rifles,, scary.. zz, ltr shoot us.. tsktsk.. hahhas.. then he taught me how to 'drift', wadeva. i so noob, summore my knee pain eh, want bully me.. hahahahs... then i anihow drift lorh, first time perf leh, but almost puak toh nia.. then the other times not so gd.. hahas..then we cycle bak.. reach the chalet at abt 7+ bah.. hahahas.. then i suggested we go swimming, but then we walk there, its not open.. so too bad.. then i say lets pack-up.. hahahas.. so we did it silently, first, we fold the white sheets, bed sheet i think.. hahas, got 2 eh, we folded one, then i suggested another to make as a blanket for the girls slping in the hall, (matresses), hahas.. so we put lorh.. hahahas. then we cleaned the table, wiped it with water and dried it again.. we carried the table to its original place and arranged the stuffs properly. we put bak the chair quietly also.. n we chao scared, bcoz we made alot of mistakes, in dropping the chair lah, too loud.. hahas.. then we packed all the poker cards bak to its original package... siying woke up, say.. "wah so guai ah..." then go koon again le.. while packing the table n chairs, liyi also woke up after siying, then she ran out of the chalet, but before tat i think jiahua show her our water bombs.. lols... then after we packed, xinyu's alarm clock rang, dots!, heng we finish liaos.. hahaas... then xinyu,rene,siying woke up, but dnt care.. they all slept again except xinyu.. then its abt 7.55, me and jiahua went to c the swimming pool which is supposed to be open at 8am, wah, uncle washing.. kaos, we sadded, so we returned... then xinyu n liyi also woke up le mah, then we go cycle.. dots lorh, my knee-caps chao pain liaos, also dnt feel like cycling... nvm lorh, cycle lorh.. then i b the last.. hehehes.. bcoz i pain mah, dnt want block their way, dnt wanna slow them down also... i took my time to cycle, c the environment, c the place... hahahas.. so cool lorh, reali reali reminds me of my childhood life lols... but this time nvr cycle across the bridge, instead we went another way, which led us to the sorta main road place.. blah, chao pain liaos.. my distance n their distance alot... then xinyu's bike got prob.. is i made de, i made it dent.. =x.. lols, then jiahua changed wif her, anw, he so pro.. nvm one lah, still can drift summore.. lols... =x..upon reaching the traffic light, my bike got prob... tat pro "bike salesman" help me 'repair' it, i so ps.. n thankful lols.. its like the third time liaos.. hahahs.. then we cycle bak where we cycled last nite, bak to our chalet.. then tat jiahua keep asking me to drift.. duh, pain liaos, how to drift.. lols... i struggled until finally reached.. hahahas... then the swimming pool finally open.. n its abt 8-9 plus le bah.. lols..then jiayi woke up, come dwn the stairs, make so much noise.. duh, me n jiahua told him sternly to shut up.. hahas.. then me n jiahua go swim swim.. jiayi follow us.. but nvr swim, go "sun-tan" without sun in the sky.. lols.. then liyi n xinyu come watch us.. ee, malu ><.. i no shen cai also want c... jiahua got nia.. hahahas... then comes the tall guy, 181 one.. hahas. come n watch also, but before that, jiayi n jiahua planned something lorh, they want push liyi into the water, but then too bad she too clever... chai chuan their plan.. hahahas, anw, its common sense.. =x.. hahahas.. then jiahua keep splashing water on yj, then the lifeguard keep staring at him.. then i need to signal to him so mani times.. duh... after much much much persuasion, yangjing go ask the guard if he could go dwn with his pants.. hahahas, the lifeguard agreed, so he came dwn.. he come dwn liaos strangle me lorh.. kaos lorh.. summroe i noob swimmer, aim me nia.. jiahua also.. all bully.. zzz.. then he go haolian his height to me n jiahua.. hahahas.. go stand at the bottom of the pool, juz now lorh.. hahahahas.. then we go down try, he taller than us by 1 n a half head lorh.. kaos... keep suaning us short.. hahahas.. then we go splash splash here splash splash there.. swim here swim there.. bai chi one lah.. nth to do, cannot bring ball inside, coz hh bring de is a soccer ball.. cannot play water polo.. =(.. then at 10am, we went up, we juz showered with the shower by the swimming pool... and wore our clothes.. kekes, since we gg to wild wild wet anw.. hahas.. we go bak there, all of them woke up le lorh, n one thing which made me n jiahua freaked out... they nvr even tidy the room.. WTF.. he go so angry, but nvr show.. dnt wanna spoil the mood.. wadeva lorh, they want keep it so dirty, thenso be it.. then brandon threw the water bomb, then sum1 working there saw, we were abt to check out anw, then she go into the chalet, look, and saw it so messy, so scolded us... n then the bois so kan jiao say mayflower.. dots.. so lame.. hahas, then the worker so angry, she slammed the door.. anw, its out fault lorh, if i were her, i will also angry de, its like a mess inside.. hahas.. the bois nvr even do anithing, nvr help wif the bbq, nvr help wif anithing, onli want FUN.. then still scold joey for not having a proper chalet. F them lah, they dnt want help they want do this dnt want do that, of coz not fun lah.. knnccb, they hjave got attitude problem... hahas.. wadeva..then we finally checked-out.. we walked to downtown east to have our lunch, ate pineapple rice n fishball noodle.. actually want to share wif brandon half half.. after i eat half of the noodle, then start eating the rice, he say he full le.. cannot finish the noodle.. dots.. but luckily he ate half of the rice. hahahas,then i also cannot finish, too big plate liaos.. hahhas.. then after tat they went arcade.. then i also nvr play, go there see see look look, then too tired, after swimming, go ouytside sit down. kaos, 11+ nia. wild wild wet open at 1.. ='(... then i dnt know why i saw liyi so bored, i wanted to go over n cheer her de, but then... i think she prefers to be alone, then beside me was jiahua n jaseline.. dnt know what they doing also.. =x.. hehehes.. then i also bth liaos.. too tired, try to take a nap, but can't, too noisy, n dnt know leh.. hahas, juz cannot, so i close my eyes lorh.. hahahas, jiahua also..but rite, i feel uncomfortable, coz got one girl so moody,i want her to be happy de lorh, plz lorh, everyone also moderately happy, then she onli one moody, duh.. i feel so bad, she like kena ps by us like tat.. tat liyi lorh.. zz, sit there so quiet..=x, cheeerup ^^(i know u reading this post...... bleahs) then abt 12+ liaos, so we strolled to WWW, hahahas.. then jiehui call us to pay money.. o well, i also dnt know wats happening, then i show abit of attitude, which was on purpose de.. hehes, then the guys also fucked up one lah, dnt want cooperate, make everything like jiehui's fault, wadeva lorh... hahas, crazzy one lah... actually i wasn't even suppose to be here one, but then they pester me to go, that liyi lorh... grr... shermeen also, xinyu... dots... finally after a long negotiation and wadeva stuffs, we got in... hahahahas.. lame... so me n jiahua stripped since we were alreadi in our swimming trunk, the others no swimming trunk, so wore pants, but for girls.. SO SAD THEY NVR STRIP!!! SIAN!!.. hahahas.. =x, but then very pathetic lorh, sum wore white, dots, might as well not wear.. =)).. =x.. ^^ first, was children ground, go splash some water then go lazy river liaos.. go submerge awhile, go one rnd, take float. do wadeva sht, hahahas.. hahas, liyi keep pestering me for the next 1/4.. hahas, k lah..=PpP..slowly wait.. bleahs then we seperated into 2 grps, me wif dar,junyong,jiayi and otto.. hahas.. so cute! we went to the samsung first.. so lame.. jiayi dnt dare sit facing the bak, he want to c the view how it goes dwn.. then actually i wanted to c, im more afriad by not looking at the view,but too bad, jiayi got height phobia, actually i also got, juz tat not as worst as him, so i faced bak.. then i smiled to dar, then he think that im showing a scared smile.. duh.. zz, wadeva lorh.. hahahas, the feeling when it goes dwn was, all i know i look infront, then feel my head flying, my face pushing bakwards, like being pressed on something hard, (transparent object etc, and the look on the other side) flattened face.. hahas.. then i also saw jiayi.. not very clear, cannot rmb.. hahas.. then a few seconds ltr then up the other slope, and then it turned to sideway, the water splashed on us.. hahahas, then stop liaos.. then he said scary, coz too steep, like tat i rather have took the one facing the view one lorh.. kaos... then the other grp went to the dnt know wat oo lala one or the wadeva lah, i also dnt c title one, juz go play.. hehes.. then we 5 went to the 5 sitter thingy, at the top on, sit on one big float one.. hahahas, then dar dar act act, want to stand up on the float.. duh, den reach the bottom, dar first to get out, boom, got scolded by lifeguard for doing that or he saw he trying to stand ??.. hahahas.. sadded.. lols.. then we went to the 2nd storey one, need take off shirt de... then one is open n one is closed.. we went to the opened one first... when i slide down, i onli got one feeling.. it hurts, the joint of the slides hurts eh.. pain pain.. sobs osbs.. then summore i sat up halfway, then stucked =)), water cannot rush me down.. then i so shiok, feel the water coming down, then after tat then i lie down again then kena washed down.. hahas.. then junyong n dar waiting for me down there, otto n jiayi nvr go, bcoz need to take off clothes.. hahas..then we went to the waves, becoz jiayi n otto dnt wanna take off clothes de.. cannot do the closed one lorh.. the tsunami wave was bai chi.. they all chao bully loh, i dnt know how to swim, always ps me, if not then suan me.. ya lah, all pro swimmers lah.. ='(, bully sia.. then jiahua there hao lian to me.. kaos.. the lifeguard also knn one, keep blowing \whistle, becoz we reaching the dangerous line?? wadeva.. so lame lorh, the waves.. blah blah blah.. in the end still on the float, nvr sink,capsize.. zz then dar dar,otto,jiayi,junyong, n whoever, c that the other sides got more waves, then swam there..otto dnt realli know how to swim one lorh, its like.. the waves so strong, then he mite drown anitime one lorh.. duh, so bad!.. then left me jiahua n brandon.. we go play play, then reach the shore liaos... brandon n jiahua say want go plkay the 5 or 6 person that float again lorh..then go play lorh.. then they very sucky leh..go anihow bully me while riding. anihow touch here touch there, 2 person summore, dt nia.. kaos lah.. then the cam took, duh.. so malu.. zz.. summore got girls lorh.. kaos.. zzz.. wadeva lorh, bully me nia, onli know how to bully,. hmpf... acxtually before that, i also went to the closed de slides, but girl nvr take off clothes, so cannot, they so sad.. they we joked "aiyah, juz take out lah, let us c, we earn lah".. something like tat, i forget the sentence.. hahahas... then jiahua n brandon want go samsung, but i play liaos, so i sian.. then i went off without them. n met dnt know who, i think dar or jiayi.. then we went again to the 5-6 person one.. hahahas..sol pathetic rite, i also didn't know i did it continuously.. hahas.. lucky they nvr bully me.. hehes.. =)).. after tat we went to the lazy river.. i want to find jiayi they all de.. then saw jaseline.. asked them where r they, then she says at the waves there.. so i go find them.. then WTF, they juz came bak, n then took a chair... lie there.. n... SUN-TAN!!.. woot!!.. i also decided to go bak n find the others, coz rather late le... then cannot find.. den met jiahua n brandon, juz finished their samsung.. then we go lazy river, saw joey,isabella,liyan.. then we go play.. lalalas, jiahua n brandon go capsize the girls, especially isabella.. aimed her.. hahas, xinyu n jiehui also... joey nvr.. hahaas.. go capsize lorh, then i also dnt want to sit on the float/boey wadeva liaos.. hahahas.. keep going n going.. capsizing n capsizing.. ahahahas.. so fun.. then hor.. i go capsize liyi lorh.. i didn't know she bad mood eh.. then she fell, boom, water go into her nose, then her whole nose red eh... then keep sneezing.. very ps wors.. ><.. then i stare at her while she swim away.. dots... then suddenly she feel so moody eh... i dnt know y, my fault?? if its mine then very ps wors... then after a few rnds, i asked jiehui y.. she dnt want tell me, i also know she dnt want anione to know anw, so i nvr pester... if not i sure pester until she blurt out de.. hehes..
the brandon started to pull isabella n jiehui.. then i join in.. pull me also.. so gd rite.. but then the current also so fast, so rather light lah.. hahas..
after one rnd, i dnt want him pull liaos.. i pai seh.. hahas. then i want to pull him de, he dnt want..
so we split lorh, i go pull jiehui...didn't know pullnig so fun.. its like pulling a 5kg hting around nia lorh.. hahas.. so light... ran in the water.. blah, then spin her, she scolded me, hahas, not realli scold lah, juz in a joking manner. hahas.. then i dnt care, spin spin spin,, then she angry.. hahahas, then i dnt want spin le.. =x.. hehehes.. then push her, then ps her, then push her again.. hahas.. so fun.. got a feeling she's my "_ _ _".. jkjk... no string.. =x.. hahas.. jkjk... hehes...
then after tat yj say gtg le, then last rnd..
then we reach the sorta call "starting pnt", then most of us wanted another round, but we didn't know yj n dar n whoever went up le.. then we go for another round, then again, another round.. hahas.. realli dnt know how mani rounds we went lorh.. hahas.. too much fun le bah, but then got one girl still moody moody de leh.. =(.. sad lorh..
then we went up, saw yj, they all.. then yj gtg first.. aww.. sad.. then we go bathe lorh..
lalalas, anihow bathe.. lols.. then waited for brandon, coz i kope his bag and kept in in my toilet, then when he arrived, i juz finished showering..wadeva, then waited for him to wash his hair... then cleaned up.. hahhas.. then went out.. the girls faster than us.. hahas.. so pro...
wadeva, then dar,otto,hh went to balestier to eat in restaurant, think dar got discount or smth.. hahas..
then liyi,jiehui went bak...
shermeen they all dnt know where they go also..
leave brandon,jiahua,junyong,joey,jiehui,jaseline,isabella n me
we go eat kfc.. hahahas.. so lame.. inside nvr eat, come out then eat...
eat eat eat lorh.. hahahas.. then all look so moody n tired.. then i also moody and sad..
why? bcoz i miss my class.. last day we spend together le.. nxt yr i wnt be having such fun animore.. coz my class the fuckers in there..
we ate quietly and nvr tok lorh... very sad... then we walked to the place where shuttle bus stops... waited for abt 20-30mins or so.. then meanwhile, brandon took out poker cards to play dai di.. hahas, dai di freak =x.. ^^, then bored lorh, i also tired liaos, want to slp... then get on the shuttle bus... almost slept.. but the journey too short.. sadded lorh.. hahahas..
then we took mrt lorh.. wow, mrt.. hehehes
first station, hahas, my eyes still open...
2nd station... half closed...
3rd station... zzzzzzzzzz liaos.. slp le.. hahas, then slp for 5stations which is roughly 5mins then woke up...
brandon and the girls, joey isabella, liyan, they saw me,jiahua,n jaseline slept ... then our heads
all tilted to the left, they took a photo of us, our heads all so cute de, same direction, then brandon also says that jaseline then turned her head to the right, and almost hit my head.. hahahas, then they scared jiahua jealous, want to call us wake up de =.=.. so lame...
then boom, time flies lorh, so fast reach liaos.. haish...
all also moody moody de.. =(.. then me joey, jiahua, jaseline took 88 bak.. jiahua send jaseline home
then on the bus, i dnt know who started to whistle.. at first i tot it was the bus driver.. then i keep asking jiahua who.. then finally we saw one fat small gal whistling, kaos, no tempo no tune summore...
jiahua kan jiao.. go disturb , he n jaseline whistle to each other.. sorta like conveying secret msg.. hahas.. then i sit beside jiahua no face... malu, no palce to hide.. hahahas.. finally we reached the bus stop..
then jiahua,jaseline, me cross the traffic light.. all dam sian tat type one.. hahas.. haish...
then we went home lorh...

very sad leh.. very true leh.. this 2 nites and 1 day realli seems like 2mnths... the happiness and the fun cannot even be compared to 12mnths.. i dnt know why, but i juz find that i have nvr been so happy and fun and enjoy myself so much before de... if its 5 days n 4 nites, tat wld b even better.. but wld we have a chance?.. i dnt think so..... =(... and usually i nvr post such a long post, or rather i have never posted such a long post..
i have nvr likes to be detailed in blogging and wadsoever.. especially the time.. but i have no idea why i juz feel like junking every single details down for this post... even tho its pretty lame, giving specific timings and stuffs, i think that this is the onli day the onli nite where we will be tgt...
well. altho its pretty lame to say 2E2'06 beatty sec, (sorta like girls stuffs), but i dnt mind saying it and be a girl for once.. i juz felt like saying that bcoz i miss my class~, i miss them.. well nt for some of coz.. u know i know.. =)).. those fuckers there.. tsktsk.. =x..
well anw, realli hope that there will be once again such a chalet, but its a 1% chance nia.. hahas...........

hahahahahas
k lah, i forgot abt someone's lullaby...
anw, i also dnt realli know .. =PpP
but here goes.. :

A euu B oy C ome D own Euu F G uy,
H ey I hate euu J o K er L a M er, N O P gu,
Q uR S on,
T o U f er V ow,
W atch & X plain Y u scold me Zzz.

kekes, =PpP

haahas..
todae was a v

hahahas
bleahs...
i dnt want update, but some GAL wants me to...
well its obvious in my taggie... hahas...
hmm, actually i also nth to update leh....
erm, this few days, audi-ing lorh..
no one wants to play wif me wc!.. SO SAD!!!
but anw..
ytd was MAMA's BDAE!!!
so.. HAPPY BDAE MAMA.. i no prezzie for u.. sorri
unless u wan huggies, i dnt mind... or the most u let me pinch!!
if not still got one last choice.
i dnt bully u for one week.. LOLs..
rite.. all bullsht... hm
audition ?? i gg @_@ le.. sometimes p[aly until i blurr..
especially battle party, practically is not my fault lorh, i always got 1st bsides npc, then my score is like double the 2nd.. then lose summore.. play until very qi gek...
buey ta han... then play normal games, cannot perf lorh, dots..
sometimes i tink is tyco.. keep perf, then ltr in the day cannot perf at all.. hahahas.. so funny sia... blah..
hahas, ytd also got depression+happiness..
i dnt know y, after the phone call, my mood suddenly juz changed??
supposingly was happy happy de..
then kena influenced by the opposite,hahas, but its my fault to call anw.. so oh well, zi tao ku chi.
blah, i also didn't mind lah, after tat, the opposite also became happier, zhu ren wei kuai le zhi ben mah.. summore i got stm, forget easily de.. (same goes to kiddo)...
hahhas, humans are juz so funny, they can forget smth in juz a split second, i think tat is marvellous, but some tinks tat it is a weakness. tats becoz usually i forget easily its the unhappiness, but the happiness lies deep into my memory.. so, perhaps im tat type of person?
optimistic?? nah, i tink im pessimistic too.. LOLs